It’s basically hit me hard how pointless life is. It just seems to me like I’ve got another 50plus years to go and it’s just all pointless. Everyday is the same. Wake up, job, same role, same faces, same conversation. Even if go travelling somewhere, I’ll still have to come back.
It’s not the job, I actually like the job but I keep asking is this really it? Is this what life is all about?