I feel like giving up on life

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baby, that was the old me
I'm just noticing I don't have any friends. I don't have a girl who loves me.

My family doesn't care about me. Its like everyone wishes the worst for me. People only call me for money. And as much as I give nobody even acknowledged my 21st birthday. Im nothing to everyone.

I was thinking about moving but wherever I go it would just be the same. Sounds fukkex up but I don't enjoy life

Friends. Family. Your woman. While these things are something enjoyable to have... They are temporary. Life has a greater purpose.


I want you to imagine you wake up in front of you are a bunch of guys running around kicking a ball. No goals, No lines, No rules!

What would you think? But is that your life? Surely every sport has its goal every game has its end, it has its objective it has its rules. How about life? How about our life? Isn’t there a goal to life? Isn’t there a purpose, an objective that we have to reach? We think so! The Qur’an tell us that we exist in order to worship God and worshipping God means knowing God.

What’s Your Goal?
 

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does pack equal pound? I just need enough for personal. Foh square nikka
Lol exactly. You don't even know the language. I'm going to stop incriminating myself. It's ironic people think I'm a square. I was shocked to hear rappers broadcasting or secret language. Rappers stay snitching and have kids talking like they're really out here committing felonies. Just know most drug deals worth doing are felonies. You don't want felony possesion with intent to distribute on your record. Your life will be over. And you might do fed time. Those are big numbers.
 
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Please don't hurt yourself...there's a lot to live for and real shyt most of the time family can bring you down as much as a stranger...don't let that make you feel alone...it's dysfunctional and crazy but the Coli has your back...read these responses and feel the love...it'll help ease the pain I assure you...just like many others have said pm if you need to...just know that you matter to the people here
 
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I know most people on here are #HOH but OP is a part of this community and regardless of the wording of the post we're all smart enough to get the message...stop trolling and ridiculing and encourage one of our own...be real; that's why each of us joined this site to begin with, not to be clowned or laughed at but to be heard...OP isn't just someone we read about somewhere else on another site they posted here and joined this site for a reason don't forget that...#whydidyoujointhecoli
 

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@Cake : life has no intrinsic meaning. Some people interpret this in a way that makes them feel useless. The real beauty of this fact is that you get to assign your own meaning.

Some people are born pretty close to where they want to be but none of it is fate. It's all made up of people making moves. If your parents aren't that close to where you wanna be then you gonna have to make said moves yourself.

Decide where it is you want to be. Then GO! Go, go, GO!

Sitting around wishing for friends and a girl will never get you there.

Once you get busy you will not have time for the blues. And you will find your happy place sooner than you would by posting here.
 

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You're gonna have a hard time after your 20's if these are the issues that bring on the end for you. Life is a unique journey for each individual so no two people will die and have the same exact thoughts on how it was afterwards. If you're not enjoying where you're at...Find a way to move to somewhere new and enjoy things there. Life is exactly what YOU make of it so you gotta step inside of your own head and find ways to make whatever your current situation is, more entertaining....Finding a hobby is a good start though. Most young people I meet have never even attempted learning how to do any sort of thing outside of talking or watching something.
 

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Lol exactly. You don't even know the language. I'm going to stop incriminating myself. It's ironic people think I'm a square. I was shocked to hear rappers broadcasting or secret language. Rappers stay snitching and have kids talking like they're really out here committing felonies. Just know most drug deals worth doing are felonies. You don't want felony possesion with intent to distribute on your record. Your life will be over. And you might do fed time. Those are big numbers.
fukk is you saying grandpa. Its 2016. The psychiatrist is the plug. nikkas don't sell drugs
 

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fukk is you saying grandpa. Its 2016. The psychiatrist is the plug. nikkas don't sell drugs
Okay. You're right. I need to get my prescription for cocaine refilled at CVS. While I'm at I'll see if I can get cleared to snort 30mg adderall pills and eat xanax like skittles while chasing it with MDMA and codeine. That opiate life is no joke.
 

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:dwillhuh:what the fukk is this

smh at that c00n rubbing cac man feet :scust:
 
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