@*L*E*G*A*C*Y* breh I think you misinterpret what dudes are saying to you when they say excuses.
Whatever reason you may give, whether valid or invalid, is a means to
excuse failure. It's harsh but it's the reality of the days of our lives.
Bottom line, your life is an expressed image of a man 30 years old, who works at a yogurt shop and his father pays his rent.
That's it. Point blank.
That is who you are.
Whatever the reasons that got you there. Whatever.
You are still a 30 year old man who sells yogurt and has his father pay his rent.
and that's how you have to look at your situation for it to change. Yes you've been looking for work, I was in that position too, where in my mid 20s I had to ration the dollars I had to pay the MTA fare.
But nobody cares about your hardships, nor will real life care. If you don't overcome those obstacles no matter what they are, real life will ensure you
die in the same circumstances you are in today.
So it really doesn't matter what you're going through, cause bottom line, they are nothing but excuses.
This is what you are:
a man in his 30s who works in a yogurt shop, who's father pays his rent.
Exactly the narrative of the very hipsters you hate.
You fight back so vehemently against nikkas cause what they say to you affect you mentally. You say you don't care, but your responses say otherwise. I can read through it. Take it how you want to breh I watch your posts and ima give it to you raw (no homo), you have no self esteem, you overcompensate, and you come off like a fukk nikka barking and making excuses for his failure when in reality, real life doesn't give a fukk. Your bytch don't give a fukk. And that bike you ride from Bushwick to DUMBO don't give a fukk. You could make excuses and rant from here to next year, until you realize your reasons don't mean fukk shyt, you'll continue to be a grown ass black man selling yogurt for probably $92 a week.
Now you could either fight back this post, or internalize it so selling yogurt at 30 years old dependent on a parent you hate aint the narrative of your life