
that's commendable my dude, i'm trying to get on that same page.
I relate to most all of that shyt you're talking about. I actually had some times going to the store and having to type in my PIN number with my hands shaking like a crack fiend after a few days of straight drinking

I can't do that anymore. I would be feeling awkward around people who I usually drink with when i wasn't drunk, to the point where I would drink before I met up with them. Getting in trouble is never good, but I feel like it was a good wake up call for me. I'm trying to get my fitness on as well.