For some strange reason, I had this weird calling on my life at such a young age. I used to wonder about God and attend some churches but always dealt with church hurt, especially in Bible Camp:
- Seen kids get beaten by the pastor with a belt
- Was forced to do activities
- Dealt with confusion of what God is truly about
As I got older, it was almost as if the lord was guiding me to a different path beyond my own. Like I remember random strangers wanting to pray over me and my friend who eventually became my wife actually helped me understand God better. Shoot, she actually went over the sinners' prayer with me when I was on some dark spiritual type of stuff. That year of 2007 leading into 2008 was such a spiritual time because I started to see what God could do as I became born again.
- I graduated from college
- Shook the Mayor's hand
- Had a good paying job
- Finally, seen my friend who became my wife
With that also came the yang to the ying:
- Lost my good paying job to the recession
- Ended up having a bad skin condition
- Struggled throughout the summer
- Was a wild deviant to women, which made me reflect on what I'm doing wrong
With all that being said, I ended up taking the leap of faith and leaving Philly altogether just to marry my long time friend. Throughout those years, I realize that God was trying to spare me from the issues back home. From losing family members, my mother, and seeing the city itself going to shyt.
To my wife finally realizing that her family are not worth stressing over, and it was time to leave Georgia altogether. Last year, I have seen God work through because I started to believe that he was going to turn the tide. He showed us who truly cared and who really didn't want to see us succeed. We went from hotels to in laws, to a homeless shelter, and into the streets, but one prayer and a thread helped my family through the trials of our lives.
Since then, I became a true believer of what God can do and truly grateful for the blessings of people of all over. It was him who made me see what a true family is and how he never goes back on his promises.
TLDR Koala Babble-Yes I am a believer in God through all the things he helped my family and I through.