ill admit ive had some fun with you in the past but....
YOU SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET HELP FOR YOUR MENTAL DISORDER.
it's plain as day what is wrong with you, you are a
MALIGNANT NARCISSIST.
read this link and tell me im wrong: Malignant narcissism - Wikipedia
doctors have been studying people just like you for a long time now. there is help available you are not this special snowflake who is so unique that no one will understand. you're not.
stop brushing this off or putting it off before you kill yourself or someone else. please