How do you suppress the internal rage that you feel?

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I'm a very angry person inside, I have alot of hate in my heart . And don't know how to alleviate it. I think I might be angry forever. I have a deep hatred of humanity to the point I can't stand people, every word that comes out of a person mouth make me cringe.

I hate how I was unfairly blackballed in my city, and the conditions in which black people live in. I hate how I drive downtown and see young white kids smiling and walking free, no care in the world, mean while for people like me, it's a constant battle just to stay sane. I hate seeing how my people behave. Where decedents of rulers and gods, but we accept the roles as nikkas and hoes.

I'm at the lake and I hate the fact everybody is happy, playing with their kids, yeah I'll be honest, yeah bitter and jealous, but what's wrong with that? An emotion is an emotion

I have alot of hate, and try to take the disdain I have and put it into my craft, but in reality it doesn't fill the hole that a person have internally. Worldly things can't take pain away. Whoever think that is a fool.

I am a hater, a real hater, not the nikkas rappers talk about. I hate humanity, I hate this society. People like me was meant to be born on a different planet .
 
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I'm a very angry person inside, I have alot of hate in my heart . And don't know how to alleviate it. I think I might be angry forever. I have a deep hatred of humanity to the point I can't stand people, every word that comes out of a person mouth make me cringe.

I hate how I was unfairly blackballed in my city, and the conditions in which black people live in. I hate how I drive downtown and see young white kids smiling and walking free, no care in the world, mean while for people like me, it's a constant battle just to stay sane. I hate seeing how my people behave. Where decedents of rulers and gods, but we accept the roles as nikkas and hoes.

I'm at the lake and I hate the fact everybody is happy, playing with their kids, yeah I'll be honest, yeah bitter and jealous, but what's wrong with that? An emotion is an emotion

I have alot of hate, and try to take the disdain I have and put it into my craft, but in reality it doesn't fill the hole that a person have internally. Worldly things can take pain away. Whoever think that is a fool.

I am a hater, a real hater, not the nikkas rappers talk about. I hate humanity, I hate this society. People like me was meant to be born on a different planet .

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do you understand where that hate come from. get a good understanding of self and try to come up with solutions to overcome that hate
or just be you and live miserable in a world full of people and keep the hate alive :yeshrug:
 

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You was talking about death the other day now you talking this shyt. You need to come to terms with your mental health and turn off the fukking news and social media. You too worried about what everyone else is going through that you forget to focus on self and do what makes you happy. You can't be the guardian of a whole race.
 

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I'm a very angry person inside, I have alot of hate in my heart . And don't know how to alleviate it. I think I might be angry forever. I have a deep hatred of humanity to the point I can't stand people, every word that comes out of a person mouth make me cringe.
I hate how I was unfairly blackballed in my city, and the conditions in which black people live in. I hate how I drive downtown and see young white kids smiling and walking free, no care in the world, mean while for people like me, it's a constant battle just to stay sane. I hate seeing how my people behave. Where decedents of rulers and gods, but we accept the roles as nikkas and hoes.
I'm at the lake and I hate the fact everybody is happy, playing with their kids, yeah I'll be honest, yeah bitter and jealous, but what's wrong with that? An emotion is an emotion
I have alot of hate, and try to take the disdain I have and put it into my craft, but in reality it doesn't fill the hole that a person have internally. Worldly things can take pain away. Whoever think that is a fool.
I am a hater, a real hater, not the nikkas rappers talk about. I hate humanity, I hate this society. People like me was meant to be born on a different planet .
Breh I focus on the promise I try to maintain... Not giving up any more days to them people... Not being around negative people... I slip sometimes but my people care & stop me, not encourage my self destruction....

You gotta strenthen your circle with REAL love... You cant let these stupid brehs that wont listen stop you from climbing.... Next time you at that damn lake aspire to get it, not hate on it... "The first person that can stop you, is yourself"
 

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I'm a very angry person inside, I have alot of hate in my heart . And don't know how to alleviate it. I think I might be angry forever. I have a deep hatred of humanity to the point I can't stand people, every word that comes out of a person mouth make me cringe.

I hate how I was unfairly blackballed in my city, and the conditions in which black people live in. I hate how I drive downtown and see young white kids smiling and walking free, no care in the world, mean while for people like me, it's a constant battle just to stay sane. I hate seeing how my people behave. Where decedents of rulers and gods, but we accept the roles as nikkas and hoes.

I'm at the lake and I hate the fact everybody is happy, playing with their kids, yeah I'll be honest, yeah bitter and jealous, but what's wrong with that? An emotion is an emotion

I have alot of hate, and try to take the disdain I have and put it into my craft, but in reality it doesn't fill the hole that a person have internally. Worldly things can't take pain away. Whoever think that is a fool.

I am a hater, a real hater, not the nikkas rappers talk about. I hate humanity, I hate this society. People like me was meant to be born on a different planet .
ill admit ive had some fun with you in the past but.... YOU SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET HELP FOR YOUR MENTAL DISORDER.

it's plain as day what is wrong with you, you are a MALIGNANT NARCISSIST.

read this link and tell me im wrong:
Malignant narcissism - Wikipedia

doctors have been studying people just like you for a long time now. there is help available you are not this special snowflake who is so unique that no one will understand. you're not.

stop brushing this off or putting it off before you kill yourself or someone else. please
 

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Cliche answer, but turn to God. :manny: I'm not religious, but I'm definitely spiritual and it's helped me in my understanding of the world. Read the Book of Job which talks about human suffering and perseverance. I don't think the Bible is as bullshyt as I used to think it was and contains valuable ancient wisdom.
 
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