Soon after that i moved out of my mums house to live with my Dad. Parents are separated and my Dad had always wanted me to live with him for years, finally my mum agreed so at age 15 i switched schools and went to live with my dad. After the incident where i was violently shaking i started to take things more seriously, well slightly more seriously. I moved away from constantly telling myself i was just imagining it and started to consider the possibility that this was demonic. I still wasn't going to tell anyone tho, i thought who could i tell, i knew exactly how i'd look, people would think i'm insane and tbh i just wasn't comfortable telling people. To this day i can't really tell people in person. The vast majority of my friends and family have absolutely no idea, and the ones that do know don't know in full detail, like i said the first time i actually detailed anything was a post i made right here on the coli Christmas day 2013 and certain things happened that lead me to posting it, but i will get into that later. This thread right here is the most detail i will have ever gone into concerning it ever before. It is usually the holy spirit that moves me to tell people. Unless i feel a strong urge within me to tell someone, i can never ever open up to people about it and its significant because every time i have opened up and told someone it has been for good reason, they always had something to tell me or it lead to something happening. There are no coincidences. But anyway at this point at 15 i was 50/50 with dismissing everything and doubting my sanity and actually considering that this might be real, the thing that confused me was if this was indeed happening then why was it happening to me? I began praying every night against the works of the enemy. I made sure every single day to pray for all plans Lucifer may have for that night to be frustrated and destroyed and made that prayer every single day for YEARS constantly, never went a day for about the next 4 years without making that prayer. So I moved in with my Dad and we lived in that flat for 3 years before we moved and living in that flat was one of the worst periods of my life. Demonic presences were overwhelming in that place, i had friends come over and say the flat felt weird and spooky. This is again friends that knew absolutely nothing of my experiences, and knew nothing of the things that would happen to me in that house.
My Dad used to work really bad shifts, so he'd leave home at about 3am in the morning and not come back till about 7pm earliest on weekdays except Fridays were a lot of times he wouldn't come back at all. We lived there for three years and EVER SINGLE DAY for three years i woke up at 4am on the dot. It didn't matter if i went to bed at 8pm or 2am, i would wake up at 4am on the dot, i would be completely alone in the flat when i awoke and i would wake up to the most intense feelings of these demonic beings, the most intense feeling of fear. I knew they were there and they were the reason i kept waking up at 4am on the dot. There was a digital clock right by my bedside and it would be the first thing i saw every time when i woke up, i'd see the time 4am every single time, for the entire three years we lived there. Sometimes it would be so intense i had to get out the room, i couldn't stay inside the room i would go and stand in the hallway. As soon as i stepped in the room that fear was incredible, i would be looking around expecting to see something just pop up any second, i was expecting something to manifest any second it was horrible. I'd have to leave the room and stand in the hallway and go into prayer before slowly going back into the room. It would always be a while before i felt at ease, before they would leave and i could go back to sleep. There were days where i had to leave the house entirely, i couldn't be in the house i had to get out and i'd be outside the house praying outside before i could go back in. I didn't know what it was about that place, maybe the people that lived there before were into serious satanism, maybe they were just turning the heat up on me at this stage of my life. I found out later that not long before we moved there someone had committed suicide by jumping off the roof of the building. A girl who lived in the building went all the way to roof of the building and jumped off, killing herself. No one knew why she did it, maybe that was somehow related., maybe she lived in our flat before? I don't know but things really did intensify. Not only was there the waking up 4am every day but there were a couple of significant incidents.
Firstly it was in this flat that sleep paralysis began, that lasted for years. At one point it was almost every day, now it is very very rare. The first time i woke up, again at 4am but this time i was paralysed, i couldn't move and i could feel them. Never been so scared as that moment, even though even worse things happened to me after this, but that moment right there was the most scared I've ever been. I could feel them and i couldn't move, i couldn't leave the room like i would usually do, i couldn't speak so i couldn't pray like i usually would. I felt like ok now they about to fully appear so i closed my eyes and just kept repeating Jesus Christ over and over again in my head and within a couple seconds i could move, the sleep paralysis ended and the feeling of fear disappeared. I was so shock though i couldn't get back to sleep. The next day the exact same thing happened, i woke up again 4am, again my Dads gone i'm completely alone, again the fear hits me like a wave and again i am completely paralysed but this time i saw a hand come up from under my bed and it grabbed my foot. The second the hand grabbed me the fear was on a next level. Fear almost like a physical thing, like i can feel fear throughout my whole body. Fear was more than just an emotion it was a physical thing i could feel, i could have had a heart attack right there. I then blinked and when i opened my eyes after that millisecond of blinking everything had gone, the paralysis, the hand it had all gone i could move and talk, it was as if i woke up from a dream but the fear was still there. I dismissed it in the end as just being a dream but I could still feel the touch though on my foot, it gripped my foot hard and i could still feel where it had grabbed me, that was one thing i couldn't explain. There was still pressure on my foot right where it had gripped me. From then on sleep paralysis started to occur almost every single day for the next like 2 years while i lived there, always accompanied with that fear. Still waking up 4am on the dot every single day to that fear but now with sleep paralysis packaged in. I would immediately call on Jesus Christ in my mind and that would end everything almost instantly but it kept happening still, the next day it would happen again. There was a day, a particular Friday where my dad hadn't come back, it was around 10 and i'm in the bathroom having a bath before going to bed. As i am sat there in the bath the fear hits me and in my head i'm like something is here, i sat there in the bath completely still now, just looking around this small bathroom, at the same time i'm thinking something is here though i'm also telling myself how crazy i am for thinking this. As im looking around the bathroom the toilet roll which was on top of the heater grabs my attention, i'm now watching it not taking my eyes off it expecting something to happen, i know something is about to happen and sure enough it moves, it slides a few inches across the top of the heater by itself. I knew that was gonna happen, i knew it was going to move before it did. That was the first time something like that happened but it wouldn't be the last, which i will go into. Something weird and paranormal would happen but i would know its going to happen before it does, i'd be just sitting there waiting for it to happen. I got straight out that bathroom, could still feel the presence of a being in my room so i went into prayer again and after a while everything went and the fear disappeared. I refused to allow myself to think on that toilet roll moving though. Whenever i did i'd just say to myself nope, that didn't happen, i either imagined that or it was an illusion but it never moved i'm just going mad. That's what i told myself, i had to stay in that flat by myself the majority of the time so whatever i needed to say to make it easier i said. It is a madness being shock to be in your own house.
It was then after these incidents i started to get a strong feeling, like a word from God telling me if the demons couldn't get to me they would start to attack a family member. Bare in mind i was fighting off these paralysis episodes everyday by repeating the name Jesus Christ in my head whenever i woke up at 4am. I then after a couple weeks of this thought in the back of my mind i get a phone call from grandma at my mums house. My mum had gone on holiday so it was just her and my little sister in the house. My little sister had moved into my old room, which was significant because something had happened in that room that i was not aware of but came to find out years later, again ill get into that at the appropriate time. Any she tells me the night before in the middle of the night my little sister wakes up screaming her head off, grandma is woken up by her screaming and runs in the room. She tries to calm her down but my little sister is acting like she doesn't recognise her and is just screaming. Grandma then picks up her phone and rings my mums friend, the other Uganda women who lived round the corner and she sends her daughter to come round and see whats going on. They then ring an ambulance but by the time the ambulance comes round my little sister has calmed down and is now back to her senses but still wasn't talking and looked scared. After a little while she was fully ok but didn't know what happened, she didn't remember anything about it. I've tried a couple times since then to ask her about it but she says she doesn't remember anything about what happened. When grandma was telling me what happened over the phone she put it down to a nightmare but i kept thinking about that message, that nagging thought i had been having in the back of my mind that if they couldn't get to me they would attack a family member. Again that was the first time but wouldn't be the last i'd have a thought like that come warning me of a future event which would then go on to happen. After that day i added asking for protection for my friends and family to the prayer i was making every day about frustrating the plans of Lucifer.
Everything i was experiencing in that house continued, again it became the norm, the waking up, the fear, the sleep paralysis, the fighting it off in the name of Jesus. It was almost an every day day routine now. Two years into staying in that place though, when i was 17 i had two very similar experiences. The first one i was again home alone sitting watching the TV, i was watching a show on ITV called bad girls, i never ever watched that show but on that day i couldn't find anything to watch so it was on. The fear then suddenly hit me and i could feel again a presence in the room. It was strong so i left the room and was stood in the hallway, i couldn't bare to be inside the room. I blinked and all of a sudden i felt like i was in a dream, i dunno how to explain it but when i'm dreaming it doesn't feel normal, its like my head feels hazy and everything moves a bit slower. Its almost like being slightly tipsy or a bit high. Anyway I was saying the name Jesus out aloud looking around the room trying get rid of this presence when i blinked and i was in this dream sort of state. I watched the programme i was watching bad girls end and a set of commercials come on, like four or five commercials. I blinked again and everything was normal, dream state gone even fear gone but the programme bad girls was back on to where i had left it before i felt in this dream state. I watched the show end and the same set of commercials happen one after another just like i had seen it. This was not Deja vu, see Deja vu is when you have a strong feeling of having been somewhere or seen something before. It wasn't i feeling, i had actually SEEN everything that just played out play out a couple seconds before. I was baffed by again i was like na, it could have been a mistake with ITV, they could have messed up. Except it happened again even more significantly later. Started with the exact same thing, the fear and me heading out the room into the hallway cause it was so strong, could still see the TV through the hallway and again i'm saying the name Jesus Christ aloud and again i blink and i'm in this sort of dream state. I was watching some comedy panel show, it wasn't that funny a comedian called Jack Whitehall was on it and i remember him cause of how much i hate him as a comedian. Anyway as i blink and it gets all dreamy i'm now watching a news report announcing Michael Jackson's death. I blink and im back on this panel show, and just like before everything has gone now, the dreamy feeling, the fear and feeling of a demonic presence its all gone. I grab the remote and turn to BBC news and guess what? Michael Jackson is dead. That got me shook, i was scared the second i saw that on BBC news. That i could not explain at all, it was almost like they were saying to me well explain this one considering that with the bad girls one i was saying to myself it could have just been a mistake with the TV station. With this one i had to grab the remote and change the channel. I couldn't not explain what had happened. Again not Deja Vu because i SAW the news report with my own eyes on the TV, then i turned the channel and it was there. That dream/vision state would happen again later, in ever worse circumstances.