Taadow
The StarchBishop™️
Honestly, we have all been there OPTIMO. I believe that it is okay to question and come to your own conclusions. I can think of two times in my life where I just didn't think it was right to pray (because I was doing wrong or because of doubts). Those are actually the times that you need to embrace it rather than run from it. It's easy to pray when you are doing right because there is no shame, but you actually have to humble yourself and reflect when you are praying in the mist of doubt or wrongdoing.
That is also why it is important to pray for growth and wisdom rather than material blessings.
Yeah. That's what Jesus said, "People in health don't need a physician, but the ailing do." When you're feeling not well, that's the best time to seek some help.
I've had people ask me to pray for them...I tell them "I will, but YOU pray for you, too - because it will mean more coming from YOU."
And you will be more likely to do it the more you get used to thanking God for all the things that are working out already...