i need to more than i do. but when your battling with your beliefs like i am, i feel like anything i say to god he's gonna give me the............
i felt that way for a few years too...fact is he still listens to his children even when we're conflicted about HIM...that's how much he loves us. even when we aren't worthy sometimes...![]()
i hear you
honestly, i only pray when it's a last resort, like i only ask anybody for ANYTHING when its a last resort.
i just hate doing god dirty by praying for him when its necessary.
but im trying to get my ass intro church. lord knows i need it
Honestly, we have all been there OPTIMO. I believe that it is okay to question and come to your own conclusions. I can think of two times in my life where I just didn't think it was right to pray (because I was doing wrong or because of doubts). Those are actually the times that you need to embrace it rather than run from it. It's easy to pray when you are doing right because there is no shame, but you actually have to humble yourself and reflect when you are praying in the mist of doubt or wrongdoing.
That is also why it is important to pray for growth and wisdom rather than material blessings.