Brehs, I think i'm bi-polar and suffer from Anxiety

[Brandon M.]

i swear , thats why i hate dissing people online cause u never know what they're going through mentally and u can be person that pushes them over the edge

 

[Brandon M.]

I give you hella props. cause without meds I was through.

what city u in ?

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

ima mod i can kick trollers out


but sometimes i have bad spells it can be like freezing cold outside and ill literally sweat still and feel hot as well when i get a episode

Cuz, I became a shut in off that bullshyt. And I love people. I feel bad like I wasted 3 years of my life.

 

[WhatsGoodTy]

It's really good to see i'm not the only one with problems.

 

[detroit devil 3]

screw pills, all drs want to do is get you hooked on medication that have horrible side effects and don't really deal with your problem just suppress it.

Yup, mental health industry is big $$$

nikka aint nobody trying to overcome panic attacks by reading.

lol. but naw seriously that's pretty good advice. but when them shyts strike THEY STRIKE. I tried that audio tape, incense reading method and that shyt didn't work at all.

Haha actually I meant books in general, not just remedial reading courses... like actually facing your unreasoning fears head-on and educating yourself from A to Z on subjects that pertain to the very cause...it will help you take charge but we're all different I guess plus it's how bad you want a full recovery cause the shyt will TRULY ruin your life...

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

what city u in ?

Birmingham, AL . and you know no one understands that shyt here. my homies like WTF is wrong with you an shyt. we got hoes etc. and i'm like I'm good and shyt

 

[MikelArteta]

I give you hella props. cause without meds I was through.

I've been with it for so long that it's ehh.

Hell I have more ailments and stories that i've been through each time going to the dr looking like a dumbass

I swore for the longest time I had a tumor on my brain because I would get constant headaches = anxiety

I swore I had als or MS because my fingers would jitter all over the place and I could litearlly not control them to stay still = anxiety

I swear I had spinal stenonsis because my back would literally get pins and needles = anxiety

My eyes were blurry and I was always tired i swore i had diabetes = anxiety

had a lump in my throat I swore it was cancer = anxiety

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

Yup, mental health industry is big $$$



Haha actually I meant books in general, not just remedial reading courses... like actually facing your unreasoning fears head-on and educating yourself from A to Z on subjects that pertain to the very cause...we're all different I guess but it's how bad you want a full recovery cause the shyt will TRULY ruin your life...

I ain't one of you talented tenth nikkas man. I'm just smart enough to recognize the bullshyt. I'm old. flabby and drunk. I'm just hoping yall cats do better.

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

I've been with it for so long that it's ehh.

Hell I have more ailments and stories that i've been through each time going to the dr looking like a dumbass

I swore for the longest time I had a tumor on my brain because I would get constant headaches = anxiety

I swore I had als or MS because my fingers would jitter all over the place and I could litearlly not control them to stay still = anxiety

I swear I had spinal stenonsis because my back would literally get pins and needles = anxiety

My eyes were blurry and I was always tired i swore i had diabetes = anxiety

had a lump in my throat I swore it was cancer = anxiety

Ole WebMD ass nikka.

 

[BillCosbyAteMyHomework]

I've been with it for so long that it's ehh.

Hell I have more ailments and stories that i've been through each time going to the dr looking like a dumbass

I swore for the longest time I had a tumor on my brain because I would get constant headaches = anxiety

I swore I had als or MS because my fingers would jitter all over the place and I could litearlly not control them to stay still = anxiety

I swear I had spinal stenonsis because my back would literally get pins and needles = anxiety

My eyes were blurry and I was always tired i swore i had diabetes = anxiety

had a lump in my throat I swore it was cancer = anxiety

That lump in the throat---- ughhhh

I thought I was dying. My doc: Nope, nothing to see there!




Add more..... as you know..... that was just the one that made me feel the most cray

 

[WhatsGoodTy]

I read a lot of poems from the person in my avi (Anne Sexton) her stuff is all about depression. She was bi-polar, but sadly..she didn't make it. I also read the killing joke, just because I love how fukked up the joker is. It calms me down for the most part.

 

[MikelArteta]

Ole WebMD ass nikka.

i always google and then expect the worse, then head to the dr.

I never even knew folks were battling stuff like me,

 

[MikelArteta]

That lump in the throat---- ughhhh

I thought I was dying. My doc: Nope, nothing to see there!




Add more..... as you know..... that was just the one that made me feel the most cray

yep thats the worse thing I think is feeling all these things but there is nothing out there that will fix it, no surgery that can fix it, all they can do is schedule you to see a shrink or dope you up on meds and no thanks

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

i always google and then expect the worse, then head to the dr.

I never even knew folks were battling stuff like me,

Man you bugging that shyt will have you gong crazy

 

[Brandon M.]

im going to sleep people, i will pray for u all. pray for me too. I have a slight fever from going to a nasty germ infested gym last night. I thought i had an undefeated immune system but someone at that gym spread their germs to me. that was a mistake i made and i will never leave my house gym to go to a public gym ever again.