the_FUTURE
Superstar
probably best to actually watch some playthroughs of the game or if you want to avoid spoilers get a great idea of what it is that you're getting yourself into before you play it. Fatigue does come from these games, and you did mention you're depressed which does zap the shyt out of your motivation to do what you love. But there are games that will have some gimmick that will drive you to play it regardless, which is something you might need to gear yourself more to. And do it from time to time or when you feel like, and not try to feel like you need to play it because everyone is hyping it I guess.