I dunno breh I don't normally say this cause it's usually for bird brain bytches, but you might wanna consider celibacy for a while so you can connect w/ a woman on a level other than sex. That is, if you're serious about wanting to find love. Personally, I don't see anything wrong with your lifestyle. You know what you want and what you don't want, and it doesn't line up with what a bunch of other people want... so what? If you never love, you'll never have to deal with a broken fukking heart, and trust me, you do NOT want to deal with that shyt.
i tried that back in 09
i even chronicled it on sohh in a thread- i lasted about 2 months and met this 20 yr old who was divorced and introduced me to a swinger's club i chronicled that too
and im not trying to be funny brah cause im serious with this thread