Action Mike
All praise..
All I can say is get over it. That fantasy world a lot of us were raised thinking existed just doesn't. Females are in the club every weekend just like you. I had a couple ugly, nasty ass roommates in college who picked up a different dude every night they went out, then would talk shyt on my friend for not being a good Catholic and go to church on Sundays. I bet in one year those two threw up 20-30 dudes a piece.
But then, a girl could be loyal as hell and never fukk around and get burned by one ratchety boyfriend with all kinds of STDs. YOu just got to take women as you see them. Past is past.
You are a sum of your past.