lespaulultra3
All Star
my whole life been pressure though bruh. Since the start, I was born 4 months early. My mom always tried her best but I had too many health issues. Always moving around. Pink slips. EBT. Lights off in the winter. Roaches crawling on you in your sleep. So I feel like this doesn't make me weak, it just makes me tired.
We all have had problems in our lives (well most of us) so I don't feel sorry for you one bit. Anyway, it sounds like you are depressed. People are suggesting to find another chick and I disagree. You are in no condition to be dating again. You will run off any new women you meet simply because you will always be talking and thinking about your ex. You will make new women in your life suffer due to your insecurities and depression. My advice would be to just take some time off from dating and focus on your own life. Minimum 6 months and it might even take longer. People don't just casually try to commit suicide so you need to face those demons now. You have the rest of your life to date so there's no need to jump back in now. You sound like a basketcase so I don't blame your ex for leaving. Focus on your mental health and find a hobby. Surround yourself with people that make you stronger. Don't contact your ex and delete her off of social media. She might even look you up later on down the line. Anybody here will tell you that the best way to get a woman's attention is to completely ignore her. Act like she doesn't exist. The fact that you are chasing her like a sick puppy is only pushing her further away.