blqbird
I've been thuggin through my rainy days...
Call me a simp or a lame but I'm hurt brehs. Me and my girl were having some issues (always fighting, not communicationg well) but the sex was fantastic so it was always swept under the rug. I went through alot at the start of this month and ended up having a suicide attempt. She broke up with me the day I got admitted and told me she was overwhelmed. I talked to her almost everyday when I was in there and our relationship was amicable until the 12th of October.
After that, the next 2 days I tried to call her she didn't pick up. When I got out I asked her what was up and she told me she was too focused on me and not her own goals so she wanted to be friends at a distance. I talked to her a few days later and then went NC for about 14 days. I hit her up last night asking if she wanted to fukk and she was like nah I'm good . She kept responding to my texts fairly quickly but never anything more than a few words at a time (she used to send paragraphs). I asked her why and she said that even if we did hang out, she wouldn't sleep with me because she was so busy (she started a 2nd job and she's back in school). So I let it be until later last night when I got drunk and simped out.
Told her I was sorry and all this other shyt like I wanted a second chance. Like I expected, she never responded. I'm not gonna lie I did shed a few tears for this bytch because sometimes I'm an emotional ass nikka and the whiskey didn't help things.
I decided to just delete the number and her contact but I still think about her sometimes brehs. She wasn't a bad bytch so I'm not that upset but she took my virginity and was my first real gf. I know I'm a bytch nikka for this but what do I do brehs?
shyt so bad I started listening to Juice WRLD.
My older bro was supposed to be taking me out for my 21st birthday/New Years so maybe I'll meet girls there too.
After that, the next 2 days I tried to call her she didn't pick up. When I got out I asked her what was up and she told me she was too focused on me and not her own goals so she wanted to be friends at a distance. I talked to her a few days later and then went NC for about 14 days. I hit her up last night asking if she wanted to fukk and she was like nah I'm good . She kept responding to my texts fairly quickly but never anything more than a few words at a time (she used to send paragraphs). I asked her why and she said that even if we did hang out, she wouldn't sleep with me because she was so busy (she started a 2nd job and she's back in school). So I let it be until later last night when I got drunk and simped out.
Told her I was sorry and all this other shyt like I wanted a second chance. Like I expected, she never responded. I'm not gonna lie I did shed a few tears for this bytch because sometimes I'm an emotional ass nikka and the whiskey didn't help things.
I decided to just delete the number and her contact but I still think about her sometimes brehs. She wasn't a bad bytch so I'm not that upset but she took my virginity and was my first real gf. I know I'm a bytch nikka for this but what do I do brehs?
shyt so bad I started listening to Juice WRLD.
My older bro was supposed to be taking me out for my 21st birthday/New Years so maybe I'll meet girls there too.