i stopped hitting the clubs because i started to get seriously disgusted with drunk, promiscuous, lascivious women stumbling all over themselves.
i started hitting the clubs as a 16 year old with my older brother's ID. so during the week i'd hit up 16yrs+, 18yrs+ and 21yrs+ clubs and bars.
as the years went on, i saw the girls turn into young women and young women into mature adults...
but their behavior didn't change and may have gotten worse.
eventually i started getting disgusted by how easy it was to pull women.
as i would talk to them, in the back of my mind i was questioning why the fukk would they even fall for some of my lines or why the fukk were they talking to me when they had boyfriends, husbands, kids at home and why the fukk were they giving me all their personal details/information when they didn't even know me?
at first i liked the shyt, because it was an ego boost.
then i saw it wasn't just me and i wasn't anything special, because there were some low down dirty ass dudes (ugly to boot) pulling women too... shyt that would make you
i eventually realized that it wasn't me or other dudes and solely our "game," or looks or education or money...
it was about the women being down to fukk - that being "independent" meant i just want to fukk.
then i realized that it wasn't just these women around me that were disgusting, but it was me too, that was being demonic, friend.
shyt started getting to be stale - not only by the actions of others around me, but my actions as well.
so after a good 6 years of hitting the clubs hard, i had to stop.
hopefully i don't sound sanctimonious, but that's what transpired in my life and those are some of my thoughts behind it.