My bad for not seeing this thread, but as somebody who still semi grieving over my mother's lost, shyt can be rough as all hell. Especially with the storyline fukkery that popped off during her passing. Nas said it best "Your mother is the closest thing to God that you will ever have kid". Just remember that she's in a better place and you got to keep on the foundation. Carry on living breh like she would want you to do. Trust, the world may feel colder because your own mother may be gone, but she's giving you the light to see the blessing of living and growing with time.