Thinking About Committing Suicide

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Mr Uncle Leroy

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For some reason today I've really been thinking about it constantly but real passively.
I think Valentine's Day completely fukked with my head because I'm single.
I have no method I'd like to do it and I don't even have a great reason to do it.
I'm just tired of the bullshyt.
I hate my job. I love my friends and family but the day to day grind of working long hours in a underpaid position is really fukking with me mentally. It's like every day feeling like you ain't shyt.
I've just reached a breaking point.

Just gonna pray about it and get some sleep.

I think Valentine's Day completely fukked with my head because I'm single. - find a new chick to date
I have no method I'd like to do it and I don't even have a great reason to do it. - you are depressed, you might need prescribed pills from a certified medical doctor
I'm just tired of the bullshyt. - do something to change something. dont be a p*ssy
I hate my job. I love my friends and family but the day to day grind of working long hours in a underpaid position is really fukking with me mentally. It's like every day feeling like you ain't shyt. quit, get a new job.
I've just reached a breaking point. - no you havent, get to making new changes...

Just gonna pray about it and get some sleep - and go see a doctor, counselor, psychiatrist and psychologist...
 

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I have mental health issues as well...

but homeboy is ready to off himself off not having a V-day:dwillhuh:

there is a difference between mental health issues and being "wack" about a situation...
You're right he's bein "wack"

"I'm suicidal guys" :mjcry: "I've been feeling this way for a long time" :mjcry:

"Man up fakkit" :pacspit:

"You're weak kill yourself" :camby:

"Commit dat playboi" :birdman:

I'm sure he feels better already :banderas:

Ready to go out into the world with new found hope spurred on by encouraging words from his fellow black men :banderas:
 

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It is always darkest before the light begins to show...Nothing in life is permanent bruh and everything you are saying is causing you stress and sadness are things that are temporary and can be fixed. Death is the only permanent thing my man...Everything else comes and goes, peaks and valleys, ebbs and flows. I was severely depressed for many years after I lost my Dad and I know how it feels to think you will never climb out that hole you feel you are trapped in. But trust me bruh if I made it out you can too! You just have to try and focus on the positive things in your life and take one day at a time...baby steps if you will. Changing your outlook on things gradually will open up opportunities for you that you never imagined would come and if you keep using little victories to fuel your fire before you know it you will be looking back on this time in your life with introspective thoughts and realize that hitting your bottom was actually the best thing to ever happen to you. STAY STRONG HOMIE I KNOW YOU WILL FIND A WAY TO WORK THROUGH THIS EVERYONE GOES THROUGH HARD TIMES!!
Never give up on yourself you were put here for a reason..

:wow: i think this post would make me think twice if i was suicidal
 

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Get up get out and get something, cause my future self hasn't invented that time machine yet to come back and help us out

EDIT: And stop eating soy products and sunflower seeds, you're producing too much estrogen. That's not a diss.
 

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Bro, it's like you're my alias or something. I feel like I'm completely the same. But you gotta keep fighting. I know being stuck in the usual routine and in a crappy situation sucks but you have to find the courage in you to get by. You too young. Sometimes I feel like I either want to kill myself or run away. But think of all the people that care about me or have it worse. I just turned 30, you likely young yourself. There's much to live for and many more years to go. Life isn't always perfect and sometimes you may not think you're getting anywhere, but you are. That slow grind is brutal, but you'll get rewarded, trust me. Hit the gym and keep your health maintained overall. Spend some time on one of your hobbies. Try and be more outgoing if you aren't. Find your motivation. Find your smile again and let it take you back to a state of happiness. Not every moment and day is perfect, but if you make it to see the next one, then that's better than many others can say. Stay blessed, may seem like he's not, but God is finding a way to make things better for you.
 

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You're right he's bein "wack"

"I'm suicidal guys" :mjcry: "I've been feeling this way for a long time" :mjcry:

"Man up fakkit" :pacspit:

"You're weak kill yourself" :camby:

"Commit dat playboi" :birdman:

I'm sure he feels better already :banderas:

Ready to go out into the world with new found hope spurred on by encouraging words from his fellow black men :banderas:

your comparing apples and oranges..but i'll let you cook:ehh:
 

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You don't really wanna kill yourself man, if you truly did you would just do it. You know you have somethin to live for and Valentine's day is nothin to miss out on in a relationship. I spent over 300 dollars yesterday, had a good time but 300 dollars is 300 dollars. A female won't necessarily solve all your problems, she might even add to them. Look for a new job while you keep workin at your current one. Remember somebody always has it worse, don't end uplike this nikka suicidal over p*ssy


:russ: dog is this dude trollin in the video dafuq wrong with him
 

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:russ: dog is this dude trollin in the video dafuq wrong with him
Sadly no, dudes 5'2 and been picked on all of his life, it's kinda fukked up but I would suggest anybody havin a bad time watch his videos and see what misery really looks like. Gives you some perspective
 

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Ahhh the black community :blessed:

so supportive of each other :blessed:

No wonder mental health isn't an issue among our community :obama:

#blackexcellence :smugbiden:
This isn't a race issue, I'm not apart of the HOD movement, but OP reasons for wanting to take himself out is :comeon:


Cause hes single on some bullshyt Holiday :mjlol:



I'm sure this dude has an better job than working in Fast Food or something, yet complaining about it, think about all the unemployed nikkas out there :rudy:



This thread would clowned on some cac forum like the misc as well.
 

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Change your perspective, fix your subconscious (hard but easier than you think), your life is worth living breh.
 

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op, i am also at the point were i want to end my life, but i think you have the ability to recover and life a happy life because you have friends and family that care about and will support you through this. i think you should get a therapist and look into getting some anti-depressants for the time being to help you with how your feeling right now.

good luck :o:
 

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You only have one life to live anyways so why cut it short? Mind as well use it to meet people, explore the world and take chances on things.
 
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