Single
No Kids
Highest paying job you've ever had
Family and friends that you love
I'm going to assume you're not bound to a wheelchair
You have a lot more than most people. Whatever you don't like just change it. You have mind control and can force your world to become whatever you want just point your brain in that direction, focus, and do it. What your feeling is temporary. You get to be alive, you get to experience life, go live and stop thinking about dying. It's going to happen but let it happen when it's time don't interfere with that.
If you're feeling unhappy, then make yourself happy. The good thing about the things that are making you feeling down is that you can do something about them right now. You say the job market sucks but go and send out some resumes, right now do it. Do 10 or 20 or however many but do it. Put motion behind getting what your mind wants.
Anyway it could just be that your brain is fukked up and you legitimately need medicine so maybe make a doctors appointment when you can.
I can tell you I've felt like you at one time. Wrote the letter, tied my belt around my neck and really tried to do it. I worked so hard to get promoted and I hated the job. The hours sucked, the pay wasn't good, and it was more responsibilities. I ended up fukking up that job and got moved somewhere but it turned out to be what I needed. Right now I'm doing better than I have in life, I started exercising, I'm eating better, spending more time with my kids. Things change don't waste time thinking about stupid things like suicide. Keep grinding man, write your goals, think positive all that shyt. Stop being a bytch and do something with yourself.