Thinking About Committing Suicide

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VladTheImpaler

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For some reason today I've really been thinking about it constantly but real passively.
I think Valentine's Day completely fukked with my head because I'm single.
I have no method I'd like to do it and I don't even have a great reason to do it.
I'm just tired of the bullshyt.
I hate my job. I love my friends and family but the day to day grind of working long hours in a underpaid position is really fukking with me mentally. It's like every day feeling like you ain't shyt.
I've just reached a breaking point.

Just gonna pray about it and get some sleep.
Talk to someone. Bottom line.
Lots of free help put there if it's something you can't afford.
Again, TALK to SOMEONE.
 

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Join dat JBO life for now breh...there will always be females around...:manny:

Worry about getting ya money up......hit up the gym ,do some shyt FOR YOU.

Or if you really desperate...book a flight to Australia.....even the ugliest brehs were out there getting play. You'll find a chick just for the fact you're american...bonus points for being black too.
 

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I don't have a method figured out...
Call me a wuss or whatever but it's gotta be something painless...
The flip side of a failed suicide attempt is you might end up alive but physically fukked up just enough to be legally alive. That would really be a nightmare and is one of the things keeping me from trying. Bobbi Kristina is probably feeling 10 times worse than she felt the night she tried to end it.
Inert gas i.e helium, nitrogen with a gas mask (low pressure/flow rate so as to not burst a lung open and be alive to feel it:merchant:); incomplete combustion i.e carbon monoxide in your basement. Either way, you rightly stated that the effects of a failed attempt can be devastating. If you really feel this way, seek help breh. Worst comes to worst, you could always go to another country like other people recommended; life in America is rather stressful :mjcry:.
 

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You have a lot more than most people. Whatever you don't like just change it. You have mind control and can force your world to become whatever you want just point your brain in that direction, focus, and do it. What your feeling is temporary. You get to be alive, you get to experience life, go live and stop thinking about dying. It's going to happen but let it happen when it's time don't interfere with that.

If you're feeling unhappy, then make yourself happy. The good thing about the things that are making you feeling down is that you can do something about them right now. You say the job market sucks but go and send out some resumes, right now do it. Do 10 or 20 or however many but do it. Put motion behind getting what your mind wants.

Anyway it could just be that your brain is fukked up and you legitimately need medicine so maybe make a doctors appointment when you can.

I can tell you I've felt like you at one time. Wrote the letter, tied my belt around my neck and really tried to do it. I worked so hard to get promoted and I hated the job. The hours sucked, the pay wasn't good, and it was more responsibilities. I ended up fukking up that job and got moved somewhere but it turned out to be what I needed. Right now I'm doing better than I have in life, I started exercising, I'm eating better, spending more time with my kids. Things change don't waste time thinking about stupid things like suicide. Keep grinding man, write your goals, think positive all that shyt. Stop being a bytch and do something with yourself.
 

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I don't have a method figured out...
Call me a wuss or whatever but it's gotta be something painless...
The flip side of a failed suicide attempt is you might end up alive but physically fukked up just enough to be legally alive. That would really be a nightmare and is one of the things keeping me from trying. Bobbi Kristina is probably feeling 10 times worse than she felt the night she tried to end it.
what had you always wanted to do?
 

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i rather spend my time going back to school travelling or pursuing a dream and start later in life than off myself
op worrying so much about what everyody gonna think if he quit what age he is gonna be blah blah
this is the time to do what you want OP
op life is good but dont put yourself in a prison by your job etc

its nikkas like you too afraid to cut yourself in a haircut you like too afraid to dress how u want, you living in a box and the pressure got to you
but the nikka you want to be the person you wish you were bold enough to be is who you gonna kill when you commit suicide the happy person you could have been is who you gon kill bruh,
 

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Ahhh the black community :blessed:

so supportive of each other :blessed:

No wonder mental health isn't an issue among our community :obama:

#blackexcellence :smugbiden:

I have mental health issues as well...

but homeboy is ready to off himself off not having a V-day:dwillhuh:

there is a difference between mental health issues and being "wack" about a situation...
 

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nikka go live in new york move away to la start over dont be a fakkit u got a lotta options
 

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It is always darkest before the light begins to show...Nothing in life is permanent bruh and everything you are saying is causing you stress and sadness are things that are temporary and can be fixed. Death is the only permanent thing my man...Everything else comes and goes, peaks and valleys, ebbs and flows. I was severely depressed for many years after I lost my Dad and I know how it feels to think you will never climb out that hole you feel you are trapped in. But trust me bruh if I made it out you can too! You just have to try and focus on the positive things in your life and take one day at a time...baby steps if you will. Changing your outlook on things gradually will open up opportunities for you that you never imagined would come and if you keep using little victories to fuel your fire before you know it you will be looking back on this time in your life with introspective thoughts and realize that hitting your bottom was actually the best thing to ever happen to you. STAY STRONG HOMIE I KNOW YOU WILL FIND A WAY TO WORK THROUGH THIS EVERYONE GOES THROUGH HARD TIMES!!
Never give up on yourself you were put here for a reason..
 

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Post this question on a different forum OP.....the Coli gives the worst advice when dealing with things like this. This is not the place to come to when looking for serious help.

Telling a depressed person to simply "man up" does nothing at all.

If I would've read some of this shyt during my depressed period last year I really would've gone through with it :snoop:
 
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