Someone said it's a better route. I'm not auditioning to and begging cacs for green lighting shyt. I want to stack bread and leave the country. fukk Babylon
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Be very careful about your decisions, you don't want to wake up one day and ask yourself how did I get here.
I don't understand why you want to learn python if you're doing IT but it's not bad if you have an inkling towards development.
Be versatile as possible. Theirs personal projects I'd like to do as well. I feel you but this shyt hole too dangerous. Can't chill in your own backyard or in your car in the parking lot. Without your life being in danger. Yeah I want out breh
It seems you can't guarantee your life where you live. If that's the case, you need not think long term, you need a marketable skill you can learn in 3-6 months and get a place out of the area. As long as you have your life you have everything, but if you don't, well...
40-60 hours in photoshop is enough to create decent designs and perhaps get freelance work. 40-60 hours in Python or an IT course is enough to maybe complete a middle sized project.
As long as the environment is hostile and barren nothing will grow.
NaijaRich99
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I'm honestly at the lowest point of my life right now.
SmoothOperator88
Your friendly neighborhood coli poster
Honestly self awareness especially of you're own depression and anxiety is such a gift and a curse. I understand I'm emotionally stunted and have pretty significant attachment and intimacy issues. At the very least I'm aware of it but it still hurts.
It's fukked up how I keep the people I care about the most at a distance because I know if they get too close I will reflexively push them away. I don't believe in myself and it in my head I had to protect people from my own self and the dark cloud of anxiety, depression and hurt. And me just not being good enough
It's fukked up how I keep the people I care about the most at a distance because I know if they get too close I will reflexively push them away. I don't believe in myself and it in my head I had to protect people from my own self and the dark cloud of anxiety, depression and hurt. And me just not being good enough
SmoothOperator88
Your friendly neighborhood coli poster
And to add I protect myself from getting hurt. I closed myself off and there are times I wish I could get rid of all my emotions and be an unfeeling ruthless robot. But after therapy I know that's not the answer. Feelings hurt and they suck. And emotions hurt and they suck.
I'm just going through the motions of my own worthless life of emptiness and constant pain.
this is kind of where im at right now.....i let it be known that people shouldn't get too close to me and if they do, something bad always happens without fail. I still crave that connection regardless and sometimes i cant help myself even though i know that the relationship (whether romantic, or even male friendship) is a ticking time bomb.
I have to be bipolar or delusional cause I been feeling good as of lately. I'm done taking this shyt serious. To you brehs and brehettes with real worries and threatening problems, hold your head up. I believe in you.
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Where’s my OCD folks that suffer from intrusive thoughts and anxiety?
What do you use for treatment and to cope?
What do you use for treatment and to cope?
MyMindWarpsandBends
33119 AllMoneyIn4Ever
Are their any posters here that struggle with ADHD, I mean seriously this shyt is a headache and a half, setting goals and accomplishing them seems next to impossible and thinking things through in order to reach a sensible solution is an uphill battle. Once you add depression and anxiety into the mix it becomes a recipe for disaster
MyMindWarpsandBends
33119 AllMoneyIn4Ever
I think I have abandonment issues that stem from this, I almost hate making friends because at some point they distance themselves from me which bothers me deeply if I’m being honest, but humans need some sort of connection to other people we weren’t made to live our lives with forming deep bonds and having consistent social interactions with our peers, I’ve gotten used to it but it’s weird because people always wanna be around me once they get to know me and think I’m being rude or standoffish when I’m really just tryna spare them from being embarrassed and me from being shytted on
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Paradise50
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I have it. It’s not as bad as some people & i struggle with inattention more than hyperactivity. School is really the only time I need to medicate & I do for work just because I hate being too disorganized working as a nurse.