Essential The Mental Health Thread

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YouTube song didn't work I was listening but still having aniexty thoughts

Telepath was a better choice for me, grabbed my attention and distracted me from aniexty thoughts
I was listening to that song while in this thread and it was affecting my vision of all the random thinks.. i was getting a blurry distortion while trying to read :dahell:
 

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YouTube song didn't work I was listening but still having aniexty thoughts

Telepath was a better choice for me, grabbed my attention and distracted me from aniexty thoughts

glad it helped in some way breh, if you need more like that you should look up classic style vaporwave and hypnagogic vaporwave albums, loads of albums for your picking for all moods, telepath is legendary status in the vape scene. Ggggg...unittt.
 

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Hi.
My name is @Sagat
And I have issues dealing with my emotions.
Specifically anger and depression.


I would like to say, I am thankful for this thread.
As someone who has dealt with this issues for over ten years, I felt alone, especially being black and dealing with mental illness.
I felt alone as in, there were very few people I could truly relate to about this issues, that I could talk about without being judged or stigmatized.
The stigmatization that is involved with dealing with mental illness can be as crippling as the mental illness itself.
For some reason, even though you may live a functional lifestyle, have a job, keep a roof over your head, and relatively are a productive member of society, they (society) wants to see you as quite possibly an invalid, unstable, a danger to yourself and others...almost like a child. And that allows others to come at you on a condescending tip..even when they have no room to speak on you, and have little understanding of the issues you may face.

Combined with being black in American society and the issues we face and its a monster.
I never understood why we would never have an honest conversation about black people and mental health until recently.
Especially being a black man.
We are supposed to be seen as strong and unemotional,
Even given the 400+ years of bullshyt we've been through.

It's hard for me to say this, but I've had many moments in my life, where I didn't feel like continuing.
But if it wasn't for the support of my friends, family, and peers who wanted to see me going, I would of just stoppped.
I'm glad I didn't.
Thanks.
 

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Stopped taking my meds over 4 months ago when I discovered the terrible side-effects to them/.
Buproprion.
You really have to be very cautious of the meds you are being prescribed
There's a reason tehy put all of that stuff in print so small you can barely read them.
It will just rewire your brain in ways that are impossible to come back from.

Buproprion probably has less side effects than a lot of meds. I know it can treat a bevy of things, but the biggest side effect is that it'll lower you seizure threshold.

I deal w/ ADHD, and it has its own battles. I will say stimulants as needed + healthy eating + exercise = great combination
 

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Thanks for this thread, let's help each other out.

Don't be condescending dikkheads like @Box Factory telling peopls they need to seek professional help as if they're children unable to make their own decisions and unale to figure out what they need to do to get better for their own good. No one like sbeing talked down to, especially with the stigmas we have to deal with dealing with mental illness.

Let's not be judgemental/...we all going through it.
:salute:
 

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Buproprion probably has less side effects than a lot of meds. I know it can treat a bevy of things, but the biggest side effect is that it'll lower you seizure threshold.

I deal w/ ADHD, and it has its own battles. I will say stimulants as needed + healthy eating + exercise = great combination
I've dealt with ADD/ADHD since the age of 8-9.
Took everything for it, ritalin, concetra, adderall, and nothing really stuck I just learned how to operate on a level where I allow my ADD/ADHD to fuel my work ethic/creativity. It took time, but everything worthwhile in life does.
 

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this is subjective , loads of genres of music do this

i noticed this when listening to Telepath in 2016 - t e l e p a t h テレパシー能力者

the frequencies in the songs calm your mind but also can up your anxiety rate too, in my opinion its a double edge sword if that makes any sense
where can i download this discography for free from ? telepath is what i need
 

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Thanks for this thread, let's help each other out.

Don't be condescending dikkheads like @Box Factory telling peopls they need to seek professional help as if they're children unable to make their own decisions and unale to figure out what they need to do to get better for their own good. No one like sbeing talked down to, especially with the stigmas we have to deal with dealing with mental illness.

Let's not be judgemental/...we all going through it.
:salute:
I'm a condescending dikkhead because you don't bathe?

All silver spoon rich kids like you are the same. No accountability. "So what if I don't clean myself for 2 weeks, quit being a hater"

This is generally ingrained in spoiled kids because you have the mentality that problems don't matter because mommy and daddies money will fix it.

It starts like that when you're young and morphs into disorders like we see with you today.

I wasn't a dikkhead at first. I was genuine. You shown for years here, that you're not all there. I've pointed it out to you several times politely. But that wall (disorder) always comes up from you

In closing

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im not sure where for free but i know theirs bandcamp converters
I rather not because the quality will decrease. I need high quality of this for mental purposes just like anyone else. I might spend the 20 bucks and get the FLAC files for the entire discography .
 

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Lately I feel like I'm just waiting around to die. It sucks cuz I know how much potential and ambition I have but it's like every time I try to take it to the next level it's been road block after road block, or wait after wait. I knew I shouldn't have moved back to NY. Back in Florida I was grinding and making moves. Here I'm just a shell of the person I used to be. The only reason I'm still alive is cuz of my mom and cuz I don't want to put her through that pain. But I just feel like every day is just a bunch of pointless bullshyt I gotta do until I ultimately die. And it's not like I'm not thankful for my blessings cuz I am. But I feel like I'm just wasting my life away as much as I keep trying to move forward. I just keep asking myself what's the purpose of even living if I'm just going to remain stagnant.
 
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