Essential The Mental Health Thread

[semicko82]

Can related to the bolded. Works kept me from working out, plus I got a scorn woman on my hands threatening to put me in very hot water. I'm hoping she's bluffing but if not my shyt might really get completely fukked. If that happens I don''t know if I have the resiliency to get back up tbh. Probably losing peaceful sleep waiting for the other shoe to drop, in addition to being a nightowl.

I've made more money than ever the last month, and I'm still largely unhappy, guess I'm an ingrate 1-3 weeks of sobriety lets me immediately remember all the formalities, bullshyt and general struggles as day to day life, as well as life on a macro/long term concept.

To answer your question, I cycle edible usage, a 3-4 weeks using them, 3-4 weeks without. I've got sloppy as recent as a lot of stressful things relating to transfer, unforeseen fukkery/Ls are piling up in a short period of time. I still strive to have at least an entire week off at minimum mixed in to stymy tolerance as well as curb the possibility of dependence. I truly envy happy, peaceful, easy going people who are genuinely like that, because I only get a glimpse with edibles. I'm fully functional, much more patient and problem solve without as much stress involved. Minimizes pain in shifts that are manual labor intensive, brings out a warmer, more emotive, and sociable version of myself. I have an easy time with women when high, because they pick up on that unbothered energy. When I'm in the deep throws of an on cycle I'll do 150 mg-200 mg a day. When I'm on an off cycle. It's all just life. This answer frankly is as long winded as it is because I'm on Edibles, without it I'd just bold your questions and reply "Workout, edibles, eat clean", which is the crux of it.

Sidebar: I know I'm in the throws of a depressive stretch when I have to find energy to do things/tasks. Also my sex drive evaporates completely. I only feel it come around when I'm high. Then it's fairly intense in spurts. I was wondering if you have similar symptoms/indicators of depression.

What’s the story with the scorned woman?
Unfortunately I can’t get high. I’m government property.
Finding energy is my thing also.
Once I find the energy it’s all good, but the past few weeks have been hell

 

[Bossino]

What’s the story with the scorned woman?
Unfortunately I can’t get high. I’m government property.
Finding energy is my thing also.
Once I find the energy it’s all good, but the past few weeks have been hell

Damn had a pothead homie from hs, joined the navy so he can no longer get wavy. It's tough

As far as the scorned woman, a chick that essentially was a diet sugarbaby/fwb, got mad because I cut her off/out. She said she was going to come through/meetup chill but kept flaking so I tanked her app payment accounts by disputing the payments. Now she's saying she's going to blow my shyt up because her relative's account got hemmed up too because she moves bread there too that I disputed. I told her essentially it's her problem, we had an agreement she broke it, it's over. I have a bad feeling my lofe will be upended by this, but I couldn't let it slide. As long as it's limited to me, it's ok. I just don't want family involved, bc the bytch was talking about pulling up

 

[semicko82]

Damn had a pothead homie from hs, joined the navy so he can no longer get wavy. It's tough

As far as the scorned woman, a chick that essentially was a diet sugarbaby/fwb, got mad because I cut her off/out. She said she was going to come through/meetup chill but kept flaking so I tanked her app payment accounts by disputing the payments. Now she's saying she's going to blow my shyt up because her relative's account got hemmed up too because she moves bread there too that I disputed. I told her essentially it's her problem, we had an agreement she broke it, it's over. I have a bad feeling my lofe will be upended by this, but I couldn't let it slide. As long as it's limited to me, it's ok. I just don't want family involved, bc the bytch was talking about pulling up

Yikes

 

[Bossino]

Yikes

Yeah nothing like added stress/anxiety you slick can't preemptively tell someone about in your fam without them judging being mad at you, but simultaneously can blow up in your face at anytime, in a bevy of ways. Honestly I think I'm done with women outside of those that pursue me. There's no point. My sex drive as sporadic as it can be, isn't paying any divdends just more chances of getting STIs or getting some bytch pregnant. I don't really have many genuinely good experiences to speak of with broads, start to finish. Maybe good sex, but the bytch was annoying outside of it, or she wasted my time, or my money, etc. I'm just cool on broads at this point. I want focus on knocking off goals, self improvement, with sparse sex when I physically need it. I'm trying to not fap as much so I can be potent when I do feel like fukking, but that shyt just makes your drive more intense even if it's not often that you're in the mood.

I'm just tryna find balance/peace of mind.

 

[Canada Goose]

I'm so bored with life, so tired of life. My life has no meaning or purpose, sometimes, I wish a truck would run me over and end my misery. If someone walked up to me with a gun, I don't think I would plead for my life.


Being autistic ended my life before it started, I always have days like this during the summertime going back to when I was teenager.


Weather is so nice today (a rarity for July in NYC) I'm outside and bored and miserable with nothing to do. Just watching the world go by


I'm religious and I wonder, why doesn't god just mercifully end my life already. That's just how I feel sometimes.


Just had to vent on this lousy day

 

[NeilCartwright]

Been going through it lately but i gotta keep pushing. Got out the military and its been tough to keep up with a mental health provider bc they have so many patients. Luckily i get some money in disability.

Since i got out ive been doing the entrepreneur thing, but its been a slow process..On my 3rd venture as of now. Its frustrating bc if i was still in, id be making 90-100k take home right now, instead of making 38k, along with the debt of my first hustle flopping. Add in my peers are buying benz trucks, houses, fukking off $$ in the club, and im paying my bills but not putting up nearly as much money as i would be otherwise

shyt got me so down bad i dont want to date. Dont want to leave the house. Looking disheveled on a daily basis. But i guess thats life though, you can do everything by the book and still get fukked over

 

[Rozay Oro]

I'm so bored with life, so tired of life. My life has no meaning or purpose, sometimes, I wish a truck would run me over and end my misery. If someone walked up to me with a gun, I don't think I would plead for my life.


Being autistic ended my life before it started, I always have days like this during the summertime going back to when I was teenager.


Weather is so nice today (a rarity for July in NYC) I'm outside and bored and miserable with nothing to do. Just watching the world go by


I'm religious and I wonder, why doesn't god just mercifully end my life already. That's just how I feel sometimes.


Just had to vent on this lousy day

I don’t think I’m autistic but i wish I never existed

 

[EBK String]

All the posts and threads are full of negative energy, from attacking people and groups, making sick jokes, being doom and gloom, etc.

This site is an outlet for hurt people to transfer frustration frustration anger of their life. I myself am as guilty as anybody else when it comes to this.

I know nikkas will come in and deny it and attack me, but actions speak louder.

 

[King]

All the posts and threads are full of negative energy, from attacking people and groups, making sick jokes, being doom and gloom, etc.

This site is an outlet for hurt people to transfer frustration frustration anger of their life. I myself am as guilty as anybody else when it comes to this.

I know nikkas will come in and deny it and attack me, but actions speak louder.

You like the main nikka that does this tho

 

[EBK String]

You like the main nikka that does this tho

I myself am as guilty as anybody else when it comes to this.

 

[Hawaiian Punch]

Hurt people hurt people

 

[King]

Well I’ll be dammed

 

[Leao2005]

You were too with them white lawyer threads

 

[Diondon]

nah I'm good

 

[Afrodroid]

Welcome to the internet, op