The conflicts of my lower self willing to drive out my way for weed and chicken far as fukk and just keeping my ass in place and enjoying the weed i already have. fukk that greed shyt but that food and weed is real enticing.i'll pass but that Iower self is calling
Not gonna lie. Right after i wrote this, something went down with family that pissed me off so I gave in, damnit...
couldnt resist the nice weather outside so i drove my ass around and got... that weed and was going to get that chicken but they were closed. Got me some other grub instead for tomorrow..im celebrating tomorrow all right. Happy 420 folks.Im addicted to weed and driving on the road. I need to save my money for traveling and bills. I need to fly to another city but truth be told, i need to figure out how to keep my ears from being blocked when the plane lands. shyt really hurts my ears and messes my sinuses up. Covid had me vaping everyday thinking it was going to keep me immune from that shyt.
Funny thing that i feel like im interacting with the child i was when i travel. As a kid, i used to look at maps, books of different cities and mountain ranges. I used to really annoy the shyt out of my father for us drive over the williamsburg bridge because i couldnt drive or a city like trenton, nj which i found out was ghetto as fukk back in the late 90s. Now that i can drive and travel as a grown up. You already know... im just really realizing that ive always been like this.
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