I can no longer randomly vent on Facebook or ig

boss follows me. I had been doing really well. I always do with not giving out my social stuff. I barely post anyway. But some how with this job they have suddenly gotten all in my business literally. It happened so fast
The pressure of working for a creative, when you have your own stuff you are trying to create. I am intimidated because she is so far ahead of me and her knowing people who are where I want to be already makes me feel incompetent. Partly because I feel she expects a lot because she knows what to expect what it takes so her seeing my stuff I automatically feel judged. Maybe its my own insecurities and frustrations projecting.
I really like this job, and getting to do side things for her company is amazing. I feel like I have been put in the position to learn a lot and make connections...If I can handle it.