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Fine ass African cashier at the local Walgreens. Kinda short, chunky and curvy, juicy ass lips:whew:Accent on point. She gives me play but it just might be her passing the time:lupe:

I'm commited to making money in the short and long term...but I wonder.


And:pacspit:at @Fun Sized Psycho you don't know who I date. I ain't forgot that slick shyt:ufdup:
 
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Everything was for you
I want to get you that coupe
Black and young and a fukk up
I wanna prove this to you
That I could be more than a boy
But a father with you
I, wish I could change
But God you made me this way
So I'm gon keep my faith high
And bow my head and just pray
Like this


Lord Lord, I need, your help, Lord
Lord Lord, I need, your help, Lord


I was so young and dumb
You were so young and dumb
Allan was in the picture
I was gon' pop dat nikka
Celebrity status now
You in a wedding gown
You was gon' be my wife
Move to a newer life
Tried to make dreams with you
Still I'm so proud of you
Look at the woman from a girl a flower blossomed too
The prettiest of them all
You was gon' have it all
You was gon' have the mall
But you still got it all
Shower you wit' some poems
Shower you wit' some songs
Remember the drawing I made?
Remember the flowers I gave?
Remember the time that we spent?
Remember the time that we missed?
Don't let that happen again
Go find you a better man
And go have that baby boy
And make him a better man
Tell him his mother loves him
Just like she used to love me
And play him this tape for you
Tell him what we been through
So we can both raise that child like we promised, we would do
 
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Rebelmbc240 said:
She's judging you. She declared she was an artist. That's arrogant.

You've said a lot about yourself in two posts and did not call yourself an artist. You described yourself as having creative projects. You have a great opportunity to learn the game. Don't play yourself. Art is competitive so is a business. You remind of a young kid on a team of vets. Yeah, you don't have the accolades of your teammates but you wouldn't be on a championship team if you couldn't play at a championship level.

Learn as much as you can but always focus on what's best for your goals. You weren't put anywhere, you earned it because you have the skills to do it.

I have very low self esteem. It takes me years to take small steps. Recently I took a step in my profession I did not think I was ready for. I haven't applied for a job in like ten years. People offer me jobs and I still think I suck at what I do. My first day of work proved to me I got to be more confident in my skills. I have a lot to learn, but I have a lot of skills too. I think you and I are in a similar space. We are professionals for a reason.

I stopped doing something three years ago and I still get calls and texts from former clients to work for them. I thought I sucked at that too which is why I changed careers. 3 years out the game and I still get contacted to come work. I guess I deserved to be where I was. I played myself by listening to my psyche and thinking I was too young and not successful enough to be where I was. I didn't realize I was where I was because I earned it and had the skills to be there.
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I don't think it's arrogant to call herself that, she is an actual artist. She does have arrogance when it comes to what she declares art tho which I don't agree with all of them. You have me though, I haven't because I have my own stipulations as to what makes an artist and artist or a designer a designer. Before I even met her. I'm trying to be something but I personally don't feel I'm there. What is or isn't art is relative, some people see me as a designer while others disagree I'm in the later. She calls me a designer all the time. We aren't in the same field I'm not her competition. But her opinions she has lets me know she does judge period so I would be dumb to think she isn't judging me.

That's my issue I'm not confident in my abilities and I'm hard on myself. I put pressure on myself and stipulations I feel need to be met before I can say something. Even when I catered, I wouldn't call myself a chef, other people did but I couldn't. I'm not young but I am younger and dealing with people that have more experience. I second guess a lot. That's why I am scared of not even being able to handle this even if I do deserve it.
 
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