I feel some relief and hope about reaching out for help with my mental health. I was too stubborn and thought I could do it by myself but really I just created more suffering and wasted damn near 7 years of my life of complete self destruction.
I'm already less jaded and arrogant because I've met a couple people who actually show that they care and they don't even know me. I thought everyone was a piece of shyt out for themselves.
I'm not embarrassed to say that a women doctor made me cry in the office because she was so caring I broke down for a minute
I don't feel like I need to be putting on an act all the time to pretend like everything is okay. I can finally face my issues and deal with them
