I know breh. That's why I'm not like the same person as I was back then. If I was the same person, they shyt would of eaten me alive. I probably won't be here to be honest. I improve a whole lot, but the fact this shyt still clings so heavy and quick tells me I still got a long way to go to be a better person than I am now. I still gotta learn and I still gotta fight my way to a better life.
The good part is I'm way stronger now, so I'm fighting it than letting it consume me over. I'm happy about that. It's just so hard right than it was before. In the past it was SOOOOOO easy back then. I really had nothing to lose. But now I got a lot more on my plate and not enough time to do it if I look forward ahead. It's crazy to me when I look at it now.