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Breh those 2 months really fukked me up. The hit I took I'll be ok, but how long the pain last. Man.....

Aw this weight on my chest and shoulders is trying to corner me in breh. Trying to put me in my dark years on me again but deeper this time. It doesn't bother me as much before because I got used to it back then, but to see the lasting effect and damage it has on me now is even more severe. If I didn't hold so much, I would be good, but it's hurting me hard. Now I really see what everybody was saying. I thought everything was gonna be better and I had a lot of false hope that I didn't see till now.

I'm still hanging on and it's not really bothering me, but it's there slowly but surely trying to consume me.
 

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Anyway on a serious note, my mom called me and told me that her half sister called her and left a voicemail telling her to call her back urgently...She said "If you don't call me by 5:15pm, you'll be receiving a call from someone." and then my mom called her and she rushed my mom off the phone acting like she was busy. My mom and I think she might be committing suicide or on the brink of it. I hope not but that was creepy. She left me listen to it and her sister sounded like she was crying in the 1st voicemail.
Should definitely try to get in contact with her and keep an eye on her just in case.
 

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Breh those 2 months really fukked me up. The hit I took I'll be ok, but how long the pain last. Man.....

Aw this weight on my chest and shoulders is trying to corner me in breh. Trying to put me in my dark years on me again but deeper this time. It doesn't bother me as much before because I got used to it back then, but to see the lasting effect and damage it has on me now is even more severe. If I didn't hold so much, I would be good, but it's hurting me hard. Now I really see what everybody was saying. I thought everything was gonna be better and I had a lot of false hope that I didn't see till now.

I'm still hanging on and it's not really bothering me, but it's there slowly but surely trying to consume me.
I feel like there will be a point in life that will propel you into a better mindset. I've been through dark shyt. And I'm still here. No one on here, in person. Nothing could fukk with me. I guarantee shyt changes. I used to feel alone and force change, but I'm not worried about that at all. I'm getting back to the positive person I was.
 
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