Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts
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side note, I'm glad to be free of this coli/tlr matrix somewhat.
*As I type this on the coli*
All I can say, dont take much here to heart. In the long run 99 percent of it doesn't matter and wont affect you positively outside of the internet.
*As I type this on the coli*
All I can say, dont take much here to heart. In the long run 99 percent of it doesn't matter and wont affect you positively outside of the internet.
Been trying to figure out these snap emoji statuses for a week now. All I had to do was Google.
Gold Star — Someone has replayed this person's snaps in the past 24 hours. They must have something interesting to show.
Yellow Heart — You are #1 best friends with each other. You send the most snaps to this person, and they send the most snaps to you.
Red Heart — You have been #1 BFs with each other for two weeks straight.
Pink Hearts — You have been #1 BFs with each other for two months straight. Dedication!
Baby — You just became friends with this person.
Face With Sunglasses — One of your best friends is one of their best friends. You send a lot of snaps to someone they also send a lot of snaps to.
Grimacing Face — Your #1 best friend is their #1 best friend. You send the most snaps to the same person that they do. Awkward.
Smirking Face — You are one of their best friends …but they are not a best friend of yours. You don’t send them many snaps, but they send you a lot.
Smiling Face — Another best friend of yours. You send this person a lot of snaps. Not your #1 best friend, but they are up there.
Fire — You are on a Snapstreak! You have snapped this person every day, and they have snapped you back. Increases with number of consecutive days.
Hundred — 100 Day Snapstreak. The 100 emoji appears next to the fire when you snap back and forth with someone for one hundred days in a row.
Hourglass — Your Snapstreak is about to end. Send another snap to keep it alive.
Birthday Cake — This friend has a birthday today. Only displays if friend has the Birthday Party feature enabled in settings.
What the pink heart lyfe like?
Just got out with the judge. They asked why I'd have problems serving. Told them I go back to school in a week and a half. Judge 
Attorneys Me 
One of the attorneys is fine as fukk and one of the court officers got da wagon
Attorneys Me One of the attorneys is fine as fukk and one of the court officers got da wagon
What the pink heart lyfe like?
We'll find out
trophy wife indeedlevitate
I love you, you know.
I have never used Snapchat...
...and I have no intention to use it.
...and I have no intention to use it.
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
Soon
SeveroDrgnfli
Ain't nobody tryin to get indicted.
Sometimes I wake up really sad.
I'm not sure why. Since I started meditating I've been having vivid dreams that feel more like memories. It's been going on for months. Now I'm sure I'm reliving forgotten memories when I sleep.
I wake up from my dreams because I'm so sad it's unbearable and I have to wake up. When I wake up I'm not sure what the dream was about but the feeling of sorrow is very strong and real.
It's fascinating how people avoid love and managing feelings. I understand it. It's very easy to be a coward and live a sheltered a life. I'm proud of myself for being brave enough to love people. This feeling I'm feeling has eroded my soul. But at least I went for it one hundred percent.
I'm realizing now that some wounds don't heal. That's why people are fake as fukk. They're not tough or playing the game. They're scared to have these injuries that don't stop bleeding.
People always tell me they wish they had my energy and excitement for life. I always get upset and say no you don't. I don't have energy. I'm exhausted all the time and I'm just happy to be alive everyday I wake up.
I've lived a full life. I can't thank God enough for allowing me to walk this path and feel these things. It's a gift, it really fukking is. I paid for this gift. And it's expensive. Very expensive.
I miss not knowing. I miss being young and naive. I was fearless. I still am, but certain things scare me a lot. I'm not scared to die. I've died twice in my life already.
I refuse to believe anymore. The thing that propelled me to greatness I cannot do anymore. I enjoy physical pain because it doesn't hurt as much as my actual heart and soul hurt. When I try a trick on my bike and fukk myself up it feels good.
I know why I'm bleeding. I know why I'm fukked up. I know I'm going to be in pain for three weeks and I'll never look the same again. Eventually I'll stop bleeding and I won't be in pain all the time. But for now all I have are these scars, bloody wounds, and memories I can't stop reliving.
I have no negative feelings about anyone. I resolved those. That's why feeling like this bothers me. I don't know why or where. It bothers me a lot.
I'm not sure why. Since I started meditating I've been having vivid dreams that feel more like memories. It's been going on for months. Now I'm sure I'm reliving forgotten memories when I sleep.
I wake up from my dreams because I'm so sad it's unbearable and I have to wake up. When I wake up I'm not sure what the dream was about but the feeling of sorrow is very strong and real.
It's fascinating how people avoid love and managing feelings. I understand it. It's very easy to be a coward and live a sheltered a life. I'm proud of myself for being brave enough to love people. This feeling I'm feeling has eroded my soul. But at least I went for it one hundred percent.
I'm realizing now that some wounds don't heal. That's why people are fake as fukk. They're not tough or playing the game. They're scared to have these injuries that don't stop bleeding.
People always tell me they wish they had my energy and excitement for life. I always get upset and say no you don't. I don't have energy. I'm exhausted all the time and I'm just happy to be alive everyday I wake up.
I've lived a full life. I can't thank God enough for allowing me to walk this path and feel these things. It's a gift, it really fukking is. I paid for this gift. And it's expensive. Very expensive.
I miss not knowing. I miss being young and naive. I was fearless. I still am, but certain things scare me a lot. I'm not scared to die. I've died twice in my life already.
I refuse to believe anymore. The thing that propelled me to greatness I cannot do anymore. I enjoy physical pain because it doesn't hurt as much as my actual heart and soul hurt. When I try a trick on my bike and fukk myself up it feels good.
I know why I'm bleeding. I know why I'm fukked up. I know I'm going to be in pain for three weeks and I'll never look the same again. Eventually I'll stop bleeding and I won't be in pain all the time. But for now all I have are these scars, bloody wounds, and memories I can't stop reliving.
I have no negative feelings about anyone. I resolved those. That's why feeling like this bothers me. I don't know why or where. It bothers me a lot.
About to get my cetificate of attendance and I'm ghost.levitate
I love you, you know.
It's only worth it if you have people worth snapping
My primary "social network" is iMessage - if you can call it that. It allows me to interact beautifully with family and close friends.
Are you really as satisfied with your life as you think you are? Sounds like you have a void that needs filling. And that whole "physical pain being better than mental pain" is not a good path to walk down. Trust me, it leads to ruin. I know you didnt ask for any armchair diagnosis. Just thought I'd give my two cents.