The only reason why i decided to go for surgery tomorrow (NYE) is because i dont want to have a reason to be awake when 12:00 hits on January 1st. just experiencing the same shyt every fukking new year is boring. i just dont want to see the world celebrating and having the time of the minute while Im NOT. That hurts but thats nothing new. Just going to turn off the tv and sleep. Let me sleep and be alone in my misery. I took some days off from my job too.
Wish me luck that i wake up though. Wish i wasnt so sad where i had the wrong type of thoughts.
Why brain rot and bed rotting are a response to burnout — and what mental health experts say about it.
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They got a terminology for everything. ive been "bed rotting" almost most of my life.
Its actually another word for burnout. again, thats something im VERY familiar with. I had a burnout/meltdown after i got home from my job today so i took my ass right to bed. Couldnt fall asleep though. My sad autistic life. i will in a few after sipping more passion flower/chamomile tea.
Lovin me, that might be something you don’t know how to do
Respecting me, but that was just something they’ll always have to do
I dropped Ruth Chris freestyle and she dropped her attitude
If these 10 shots miss cuh, bytch that’s impossible
Hm, reading a post where a woman says her brother (who’s now locked up) had two kids on his wife and she wants to invite them all to her kids bday party but the wife declined. I know children are innocent but I’d probably pass too that’s a shytshow, one baby on me is more than awkward two is just you flagrantly dgaf (plus the incarcerated bit)
Maybe I’m immature/evil but these women running around screaming bonus mom over babies their man had on them is meh
After a night from not vaping weed, i actually had a dream this morning. Had a full beard where i couldnt see my face and a unibrow.
Then had to deal with some weird place that was a catherdal that transformed to hang out. Plus some gangs, drug dealer feud started to kick off so i had to tell folks to flee before it got worse.
Made it out of surgery but im really struggling to speak. All wisdom tooth got removed in 30 minutes. However i cant feel my mouth, lip and around my jaw swollen. Good thing i cant vibe shyt. The anesthasia came and went. I was out without realizing it. woke up and was surprised like thats it? But the pain is slowly starting to show itself. Cant drink, cant vape, about to be on that liquid diet. Never had surgery before or been put to sleep.
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