Decided to go against my word and send samples to Marvel again.
Idk why I get so frustrated that Marvel hasn't hired me yet. Professionally I shouldn't care...my skills have already been thoroughly validated
but I need that credit to fulfill my promise to 10-year old me.
I just wish they'd tell me "NO" definitively. Or "not at this time". Something other than silence, so I can move on with my fücking life.
I don't want to come off as a "Pick-Me", but it's hard not to when I want them to pick me.