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Rhapscallion Démone

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These last few months have been emotionally kicking my butt.

I lost someone I loved very much to cancer. I discovered that I'm not really a fan of my mom's personality. I have been sick for 2 weeks, just now starting to feel better.The election happened. I started my cycle yesterday.

I feel sad.

I don't understand why this is the timeline I'm on. There is no goodness here. I don't wanna be here.

Life here is this endless cycle of fighting to keep the world from eating and using you. Almost every interaction is a battle to see who can use the other person more or who can dominate.

And then when you do wanna be selflessly, you're helpless.

People are awful creatures. The only way to maintain relationships is to either keep it superficial or put up with endless amounts of bullshyt.

The stupidity is the worst. OMG the lack of communication or the way people just simply do not listen will drive you fukking crazy.

I just wanna small home that is reasonable to maintain with a little land (not too much). And I just wanna be alone and at peace. Probably have a dog or 2. Have the freedom to try new things whenever I want and interact with people only when I want.

Let the world do what it is going to do.
Oysters can't make Pearl's without taking in some grit and sand. The world is your Oyster Pearl. It's what you make it.
 

Ribbs

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Been reading since Trumpito won and was reading about it beforehand but tariffs got me worried as f*ck :lupe:
 

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My old Fire chief contacted me asking if I was ready to come back to the station. Been missing firefighting but I also like having a normal schedule and less stress. Plus I plan on moving out of state next year so I don’t wanna waste their time. Gonna go have dinner with the guys and see what’s up soon
 

™BlackPearl The Empress™

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Found out one of my employees was running around telling people he was gonna slap me. That nikka doesn't know I am the only poster in thecoli history to put hands on another poster. He admitted it. He didn't know I had my mace in my right hand. I was ready to blind that nikka and stomp on his balls.

Needless to say he is no longer employed. Headed to fill out my incident report now.
 

Swirv

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Found out one of my employees was running around telling people he was gonna slap me. That nikka doesn't know I am the only poster in thecoli history to put hands on another poster. He admitted it. He didn't know I had my mace in my right hand. I was ready to blind that nikka and stomp on his balls.

Needless to say he is no longer employed. Headed to fill out my incident report now.
Who did you put hands on, if you don’t mind me asking?
 
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