Im trying to be calm despite how life is right now. I feel like Im on death row, for real. Not giving up hope. Had real nasty cold this weekend. All of it reminding of my humanity and mortality. Thats a word i dont see enough. MORTALITY.
Its one thing when someone knows you but its different when someone knows your heart and honestly, very very few people know where my heart is. Theres a reason why I dont like being too close to people at all.