Man I’m just sad. I feel so down and lost every day. Idek what I need to do to feel better or get back on my feet. Most days, I don’t even have anyone to talk to. I don’t really have friends like that anymore either. Day to day, I work, go gym, smoke, try to take care of my dog, and hang w my girl, but with her idk if she’s good or bad on my life
I feel so confused everyday.
I’m still living at home with my mom, but it’s like we don’t even talk. The only noise in the house comes from the radio she leaves on
I worked hard to get the job I’m at now, but it’s like I barely want to try somedays. I thought I was gonna be much happier after getting this job…like it took me out of poverty and I been broke for every year of my life up until a couple months ago.
sometimes I just wanna cry dawg. day after day, i feel so beat down. even after a good nights rest, going to bed before midnight, I wake up still exhausted. A lot of the time I be feeling like I can’t even be myself
I know I’m not going to give up, that’s never been an option, but damn man I’m so tired. I try to not bring my issues to others because I don’t wanna be a burden, and also why would someone else care anyway? We all got our own shyt going on. It’s just that as the days pass, sometimes I get worried about myself and keeping my head screwed on straight