Being a man now, having grown up without a father or any father figures...
Shyt seems weird. It’s like I’m half a man sometimes, I can sense that masculinity from other dudes but I feel I lack that. Like sometimes I have to check myself because I can get kinda emotional and give off certain “feminine” characteristics like taking shyt personally.
And also having to figure shyt out on your own as a man I feel so far behind compared to everyone else. I would’ve been a lot further in life and made better decisions if I had a dad.