I'm dramatic and extra as a person in general. I'm mad hyper and overactive too. I'll run around like an 8 year old if I go to a fair and amusement parks. shyt I still spend time with my lil cousins who are teens. I'm really unorthodox in almost everything I do because I had to learn to do it on my own. When I was younger around 21 I legit didn't know any better about how to deal with people or what things meant socially. I kinda had a habit of showing too much attention to people out of my own insecurities. I just thought if you felt something you should express it and thought people had no motives or problems of their own. I made people think they we're more than what they we're and at 26 I still hear about it lol. That's my fault tho but the great thing about me is most people have enough sense to talk to me and get to know me. I'm actually a dope nikka when i'm not tripping and most will vouch for that cause they know I get caught up in emotion sometimes and know not to assign bad intent to my actions.
What I've learned through my maturity and life experiences is I have to accept who I am. I'm gonna be a little out there and not because I want attention but because I'm either oblivious or don't respect certain customs or norms.
It's hard for other people to really understand my mindset and how I deal with the world but they assume my actions are special or were significant to them. When I was a kid I was insecure and didn't understand the world.
Now at 26 I'm way more aware and understand people have their own demons, they feed their egos off attention you gave them. my biggest regret was lowering myself out of insecurity and showing attention to something that I would never do today with knowledge and life experience.
I actually know what it's like to deal with quality people who have beauty inside and out. I had to gain that confidence also I had to get seasoned I had to acquire some sauce and knowledge.
Also I guess you can call it a bad character trait but I just grew up doing it. I talk shyt and insult people I genuinely dislike if I feel they bullshyt. I can't be fake if I dislike someone i'm almost compelled to fukk with them sometimes lol.
I can't help it and people be thinking its obsession lol. nah, I just hate ur ass and wanna give u a hard time lol
That don't make sense to people but I never said I made sense
alcohol is a poison that real nikkas don't partake in
I hate the feeling of being sick and alcohol makes a nikka sick. so I personally don't fukk with it. i'm a weed man
What I've learned through my maturity and life experiences is I have to accept who I am. I'm gonna be a little out there and not because I want attention but because I'm either oblivious or don't respect certain customs or norms.
It's hard for other people to really understand my mindset and how I deal with the world but they assume my actions are special or were significant to them. When I was a kid I was insecure and didn't understand the world.
Now at 26 I'm way more aware and understand people have their own demons, they feed their egos off attention you gave them. my biggest regret was lowering myself out of insecurity and showing attention to something that I would never do today with knowledge and life experience.
I actually know what it's like to deal with quality people who have beauty inside and out. I had to gain that confidence also I had to get seasoned I had to acquire some sauce and knowledge.
Also I guess you can call it a bad character trait but I just grew up doing it. I talk shyt and insult people I genuinely dislike if I feel they bullshyt. I can't be fake if I dislike someone i'm almost compelled to fukk with them sometimes lol.
I can't help it and people be thinking its obsession lol. nah, I just hate ur ass and wanna give u a hard time lol
That don't make sense to people but I never said I made sense
alcohol is a poison that real nikkas don't partake in
I hate the feeling of being sick and alcohol makes a nikka sick. so I personally don't fukk with it. i'm a weed man
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