If nobody do it by the time I get home from work, I got you covered.
Work school and medical issues. I've never been social by choice, but people seem to enjoy my company even when I'm not in the greatest of moods. (I'm not attractive either, like a 6.5/7 on a good day). The things on this planet I hate the most are 1. Lack of accountability 2. incompetence 3. ignorance. They're prevalent in people and that's why I try to keep to myself for the most part. For some reason people have plagued me with these 3 consistently, moreso than usual for the last month and a half. Concurrently I'm 95% sure I've activated dormant IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome) via stress (as my diet is cleaner than it's ever been) and have constipation regularly despite eating nothing but high fiber foods. This constipation has resulted in a hemorrhoid as well about the size of grape on my ass. (The humor of life being a literal pain in the ass is not lost on me). In addition my appetite and sex drive have disappeared. (Used to beat my meat daily, fukk bi-weekly or once a month but I don't feel like doing any of it). All these things have conjured what I suspect is mild depression, but that's legit the least of the issues. I see my doc Wednesday so I'll do what I can. Long story short a breh tired, but gotta keep going. Ironically, I'm in the best physical shape of my life, eating clean, making money, got accepted in the schools I wanted to transfer to and all I feel internally is the perpetual Francis.What happened dog?
Stop being weak.
Knowledge and truth is not for weak, it's not even for the world but it's for those who want to reform themselves into bodies of light. You think these paths treaded are easy? It's not, it's a sacrifice and you will endure pain..you will suffer humiliation, you will have people turn against you, you will attract things that will invade your dreams and cloud your mind the deeper you go but there's power and honor beyond the obstacles and passed trials.
Why are you trying to save dead men? The dead don't hear, they don't see and they don't speak even though they breath..they are not your people, you're a newborn to the truth. You're not dead. The dead and the those who live cannot coexist. Speak what must be spoken and if they don't hear you, so be it. We're beyond the time to save people..a lot of people are going to die as they must and we're no missionaries as declared.
If you're too handicapped to bear the burden then close your eyes, recant and go back to living your life like the rest of the herds, I would not fault you..sometimes I wish I didn't know as much as I do, I rather be ignorant and have my family than be ostracized and alone but I know I have a greater responsibility that outweighs my personal needs. Make a decision. Live free or live..stop talking about death because she does not want you.
Have you lost weight ?It’s been a full year since I’ve eaten any kind of flesh besides seafood and wifey.
It’s been 2 months since I went full vegan.
I feel great.
What happen?
Yes, but in the form of fat.Have you lost weight ?