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I'm depressed. Really depressed. Dont have much to say besides that. That and dayum shyt is fukked up. My mind has been in the gutter for so long that dayum.... even with all this weed smoking. All this pain isnt going away. Looking back over the years from 2000 to now, its getting worse.

Are you seeing a therapist?
If not do it helps
 

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Are you seeing a therapist?
If not do it helps

I did three years ago. I stopped going because I felt she quit on me. Basically the office would be closed when I had a scheduled appointment. It got like that after over a year of going so I took that as she no longer wanted me to be a client.

Honestly, I'm in too much pain at this moment to open up to anybody about my problems. I am hurt and been hurting for a very long time. The past 2 decades and the end of the 90s been piling a lot of shyt and its getting too much now. I've been in and out of therapist offices since 2007 and have nothing to show for it.
 
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I did three years ago. I stopped going because I felt she quit on me. Basically the office would be closed when I had a scheduled appointment.

Honestly, I'm in too much pain at this moment to open up to anybody about it. I am hurt and been hurting for a very long time. The past 2 decades and the end of the 90s been piling a lot of shyt and its getting too much now.
Find someone else when you feel up to it.
You have too
 

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Yeah I have to but I'm just hoping I dont have to do the run around or have to be referred to a shrink to be on some pills again like how I was 7 years ago.
Just make sure you go when you can and find someone who actually cares. It may take a while but it will be worth it when you do.
 

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Just make sure you go when you can and find someone who actually cares. It may take a while but it will be worth it when you do.

I'm not expecting anybody other than myself to give a fukk about my issues sadly especially the psychologists and therapists.
 

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That is true some one cares.

Yeah that person should be me though because even the therapist or psych will say that in order for it to work out, I have to put in the work.

It's tough as hell. I'm just exhausted with all these issues but this is nothing new. shyt was way worse back then but I'm slowly getting better. All of the hurdles made me strong though.
 
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