Im not in a good mood right now but I'm trying to be positive. Was trying to have a catharsis while rapping along with 50 cent to a song from his first album. I was so overwhelmed with sadness and anger that I had to stop, turn off the music and got silent driving home.
The same old bullshyt. What's new. *sigh* the more as time goes by, I'm just feeling like I need to be more alone to hide my hurt and troubles. I really dont want anybody to know I'm depressed or for that matter, want to flip or snap on anybody because I feel like im itching for someone to upset me so I can have a reason to snap. I cant let my emotions control me. Was going to go to sleep before hitting up the gym but they say dont go to bed angry. I probably should draw or something but i dont want to.