This mental block I’ve put on myself that I am in no shape to leave is really setting me back. I’m afraid that they’ll come get me and bring me back into this miserable ass environment, which could very well be true but what if I just simply say no?
I’ve been afraid of speaking up for so long it’s stifled me. I’m in my late 20s, I’m far too old to be laid down by so many unreasonable rules. Shifting my focus on tying up some lose ends financially and leaving. If I gotta couch surf, and live in a car when I do leave just to gain my footing so be it. I’ve been homeless before, I’m sure I can handle it.