Feeling depressed as fukk.
Very depressed. I feel worse being around people feeling like this. Just want to hide right now in my bed. Didn't draw all weekend and tried to fight it off Saturday morning but it won by noon and I was done. This shyt is horrible. Yet I'm familiar with this feeling. I need help but dayum, I don't even know if this could be fixed. 20 years and nothing has worked.
I hope everybody around me understands that I'm under the weather again and I'm just keeping away from everyone as much as I can until I feel right.