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ThaRealness

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Man, lately Ive been so fukking off my game. No confidence, no rhythm.... its like Im questioning what I say, as Im speaking. been \ a 2 week long acid trip. I have no answers, just questions. Every thought leads to an unrelated thought. There is no order to my life. Its this wild ass ginseng tea man. At first I felt more relaxed, and I thought that would lead to more focus. But I I've been moving with no instinct. Like, imagine if you never felt the need to do anything. I don't need to eat more then twice a day, because Im always relaxed. There are no answers. Even as I'm typing this, I'm thinking, what if this is the real me, and I just need to give it more time?


All of this to quell social anxiety. Maybe that anxiety was there for a reason :wow::wow::wow::wow::wow::wow::wow:

Maybe its hard to admit, that anxiety is a tool that I do need, and some people don't

And if I was back in my zone, I would never admit that, and I would be wrong.... but I miss that shortsightedness. Because when you see the bigger picture, everything is changing all the time
 

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:whoa: dont hurt me

:gucci: Your name is literally means "Mother Goddess" and appropriately so plus you're one of the few women on here I'll recognize..I have no power over you. If you'd steady yourself and withdraw from your desire for the material, you could bring any man ridiculous bad luck with just a thought.
 
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