I forget to count my blessings. My life could be a lot worse. I'm not where I want to be, but I have all the basics.I also have all the tools to improve my life. That's a fukking blessing and is more valuable than beauty or money. I hope everyone in the struggle gets over. There are people in positions they don't deserve to be in. They feel hopeless and without value. That shyt breaks my heart.
I promise to go hard for ya'll everyday of my life. I'm spent my life running away from my past and the further I go the closer I get to it. I've never had a home so my heart is with people who come from where I come from. It's fukked up, I admire successful people but I identify with the lowest class of society. When something reminds me of how I felt growing up it takes me right back to being a kid.
I know what it feels like to be ashamed. I know what it feels like to scared. I know it feels like to not have stability. I know what it's like to not have the basics growing up and it's fukked up. People didn't want to get know me because I was different. I'm still different, but as an adult I've learned to blend in. Behind the scenes I'm who I will always be. That's not someone I can share with with anyone.
I remember being a kid and deciding I was going to help other kids in my position. I didn't know how, but I knew I was going to do it. That was over 20 years ago.
I realize I'll never be wealthy enough to fix the issues I care about the most, only government can resolve them. The most I can do is share information and hope people will open their hearts.
We're fukking adults. The world is fukked up because we're fukked up. We can't continue to allow children to carry the weight of our mistakes. It's not fair.
Real talk, I hate to be that corny ass nikka. My life was pretty fukked up for a while and it could have been so much worse.
I started my life with none of the basics. I have the all basics and that's a fukking blessing.