LMAO I am so fukking skinny. It's kind of crazy. Sometimes I feel my body looking for fat to grab and I can't find any. I look at my naked body and grab all the fat I want to get rid of. I used to do this multiple times a day, I've gotten myself to stop doing it. My therapist told me the image I have of my body isn't realistic. When I look at pictures of myself, how skinny I am grosses me out. Sometimes I think I look hella fat.
No brag, I get complimented on my body multiple times a day and I still kind of hate looking at myself.
As I age I realize why certain men date younger women. When I was young I dated older women because they put on me game and I didn't extra shyt. Now that I have game and I don't need extra shyt I want a chick who isn't going to try drive the car. I'm all for a woman being a boss, but she will never be my boss. I don't need career advice from my girl anymore. I need my girl to be cool and sweet.
I only regret not keeping one of my girlfriends. She was perfect. I didn't realize what I had because I was so fukking young, in many ways, but now I see she was the motherfukking truth. She was a real ass bytch. She knew when to fall back and when to hold me down. She's the only woman I've dated, and I've dated a lot, who knew how to do this.
A lot single girls I know don't when to fall back and that's why they're single, or they date bum ass nikkas. Women don't realize the men they want all want the same type of woman. That's a chill one. An ambitious man only has time for drama related to money and success. I ain't got time to argue with my girl over some dumb shyt. And most shyt is dumb shyt. I don't want to hear it at all at this age.
Younger girls I like because they're in awe of everything. It's refreshing to meet a girl who still believes in some shyt. LOL it may be immature as fukk, but it's cute. I might have to start dating some of these hot young things. I feel bad when I go in on them because I have A1 game they're too young to have encountered. An old bad bytch can counter my moves, but a young one ain't ready.
I'm too savage with it. LOL, in my young days I used to practice running game on girls by asking multiple girls out at once. I'd ask two girls out on one date. To do this with a straight face and hella calmly takes next level game. shyt worked sometimes too.
I can't believe these young kids have problems dating. Access is at an all time. Girls are more sexual than ever. I swear to god I could probably have three girlfriends living with me right now. They'd be young girls, but that generation is up for it.
My mom told me it's natural for men my age to date younger girls. I know what she meant, she meant men in my position. Sometimes my mom compliments me weird ways. She told me she raised me to be the man a good woman would want around 30yo.
She nailed it, she's fukking insane, and hella good.
I want some motherfukking crinkle cut french fries. I haven't eaten fries in a minute. The hunger pains woke me up. FML.