Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts
- Thread starter patscorpio
- Start date
-
- Tags
- life
Ol’Otis
The Picasso of the Ghetto
Watching state property
Roc A Fella was truly the last great crew of hip hop
Roc A Fella was truly the last great crew of hip hop
SeveroDrgnfli
Ain't nobody tryin to get indicted.
I was walking to the dumpster to compost some shyt and I almost burst into tears. I have no idea why, I wasn't thinking of anything. I've been in a good mood lately too. Real depression is no joke, I could be having the best day of my life, and a wave of sadness hits me. Ive been fighting back the tears for an hour or so. I don't know why I want to cry. I hate feelings so much. They're exhausting.
People want me to be festive tomorrow, I know they're going to be hella mad at me because I'm not hella happy, and I already feel like complete shyt. I don't want to deal with this shyt tomorrow. I don't have answers, I don't why I feel like this, and I don't know how to stop feeling like this. I'm sorry I'm all fukked up. I'm sorry it affects everyone negatively. I'm just sorry and mad at myself.
I'm tired of letting everyone down. I try everything I can think of to control it other than drug use, and it's fukking hard man.
I just want to be alone. That pisses people off too. I let people down no matter what I choose. I can't just suck it up. I can't pretend I don't feel like this. When I do people press me and it causes arguments.
I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to feel this way. Most of the time I don't want to be here, but I know I'm here for a reason.
Life is a beautiful struggle. As shytty as I feel right now I know It'll pass in time. I wish people would understand that.
I wish my feelings didn't affect everyone around me. They do, I feel guilty, and I'm sorry.
I'd rather not feel anything. But that's not healthy either.
I'm going to get deep in a Chris Brown album and I'll feel better after that. I want to feel connected to something. Breezy always makes me feel normal as fukk. That man sings my life, I swear to God.
I already feel better. Respect the process.
People want me to be festive tomorrow, I know they're going to be hella mad at me because I'm not hella happy, and I already feel like complete shyt. I don't want to deal with this shyt tomorrow. I don't have answers, I don't why I feel like this, and I don't know how to stop feeling like this. I'm sorry I'm all fukked up. I'm sorry it affects everyone negatively. I'm just sorry and mad at myself.
I'm tired of letting everyone down. I try everything I can think of to control it other than drug use, and it's fukking hard man.
I just want to be alone. That pisses people off too. I let people down no matter what I choose. I can't just suck it up. I can't pretend I don't feel like this. When I do people press me and it causes arguments.
I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to feel this way. Most of the time I don't want to be here, but I know I'm here for a reason.
Life is a beautiful struggle. As shytty as I feel right now I know It'll pass in time. I wish people would understand that.
I wish my feelings didn't affect everyone around me. They do, I feel guilty, and I'm sorry.
I'd rather not feel anything. But that's not healthy either.
I'm going to get deep in a Chris Brown album and I'll feel better after that. I want to feel connected to something. Breezy always makes me feel normal as fukk. That man sings my life, I swear to God.
I already feel better. Respect the process.
Last edited:
SeveroDrgnfli
Ain't nobody tryin to get indicted.
Fail
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
Merry Christmas
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
@Zero
Holy shyt holy shyt holy shyt holy shyt
Retro-Bit Announces Sega Partnership
A fukking dreamcast mini
Take my motherfukking money right now
Holy shyt holy shyt holy shyt holy shyt
Retro-Bit Announces Sega Partnership
A fukking dreamcast mini
Take my motherfukking money right now
Merry Christmas everyone! 
Slow down, don'r throw money at it yet. Gotta see how many games it will have and if they are teh classics
These kids nowadays, I swear lol.
When I was a kid, we were running downstairs no later than 5 am to go see our Christmas gifts.
It's just after 6:30, and my sons are still sleep
I'll give my 1 yr old a pass, but my 3 yr old is about to get woke up
When I was a kid, we were running downstairs no later than 5 am to go see our Christmas gifts.
It's just after 6:30, and my sons are still sleep
I'll give my 1 yr old a pass, but my 3 yr old is about to get woke up