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Been enjoying these two days off. Thinking if I should finally go ice skating today or another time? 
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
:chappellereallynow:I finally got my iud!!!! Now I can officially rawdog.
SeveroDrgnfli
Ain't nobody tryin to get indicted.
LOL I still listen to music way too loud. I'm slapping this new shyt at full volume. I'm singing along too. IDGAF I'm 30 and I still act like im 18. LOL
I will never stop being me. I can't be a boring ass nikka. I love to laugh man. I'm not going to let people tell I'm not serious enough because I laugh, smile, pull pranks, and tell jokes. No more Mr. Serious. I don't want to die ya'll. So fukk all this serious shyt.
People put so much pressure on me to be perfect all the time and I'm not perfect so I'm done trying. Call me a fakkit, IDGAF anymore. If it doesn't make me smile i'm not doing anymore. I almost allowed other motherfukkers to take my life away. I allowed them to take my happienss away from me. I can't believe how weak I was being. Never again can allow someone to take my joy away.
I'm going to keep it a stack. People are mad jealous of me. They're fat. They're old. Besides all that shyt. They're just not fulfilled in life. I love my life. I love riding my bike. I love cooking. And I get to do both of those everyday. I do what I love as a career. I also love to sing and I love to laugh. I've laughed so much the past two days. It feels good.
motherfukkers are mad too, it's just funny how angry people get because I'm winning or enjoying my life.
I'm not even stunting on them. Everything I do becomes front page news. Motherfukkers are obsessed with me. I workout in the AM's so I'm up hella early outside my house working out. My fat ass drugged out old ass neighbors stay talking shyt to my other neighbors. It's crazy, the amount of gossip floating around that inbolves me. Breh, I just be working out and making money. I don't fukk with nobody. I mind my own business. LMAO you know nikkas are hating on you when they take the word of a junkie over you. LMAO that's some hater shyt. HAHAHA. Really nikkas? That's insane.
These Asians hate to see a black man winning. They see all the girls I run through and look shocked when they see me with pretty ass girls.
I like pretty ass girls, pretty ass bikes, I like to sing, I like to keep to myself, I like to laugh, and I'm starting to like myself again.
My new motto is: If it isn't fun for me I'm not getting involved. I'm going to keep showing love too. I'm not going to allow these grimey ass Asians and whites to take me out my space again.
I'm the only black man in this part of town. Been that way for 3 years damn near. These asians can't stand it. I pay my rent in cash and early too, they hate to see me throwing stacks around, they see it. They see the Benz, the see the pretty ass girls, they see the big ass Polo boxes and Evian boxes that come every few weeks. They see me working out. They see the gym I built.
Sometimes I forget what's normal to me is next level for a normal person. Everything I do is big and luxurious. My favorite part is they want to talk shyt about what I do but they all have heard of my kitchen and they know it's award winning. So they can't hate on it. LMAO it's a fancy ass kitchen too. So I wouldn't be in that bytch if I wasn't good at what I do. They hate to see a young nikka winning.
I don't act white either. That's the point that bothers them the most. I act like a kid from the ghetto cause that's what I am. I came up with nothing. Not even a family, so yeah, I'm going to live every second like I'm dying tomorrow.
I'm heart broken in these streets. I've lost everything I love. My first child. My first love. The woman I wanted to start a family with. My only real biological family hates me so much he's tried to kill me a handful of times. I lost my best friend. I lost my fukking mind. I lost the will to live. I've lost everything. I bounced back too. So yeah I live life to the fukking fullest because I know nothing good is forever. NOTHING GOOD IS FOREVER.
Nothing good is forever.
Nothing good is forever.
Nothing good is forever.
It hurts a lot. I don't like to think about that shyt. I've taken some L's it takes a real nikka to bounce from back. I want kids and I love every girl I sleep with. I've had everything I ever wanted and I lost it all before the age of 26.
I promise to love myself a lot more. I need to surround myself with my own arms and hold tightly to myself.
To understand me you have lose everything and come from nothing. My life is a Diana Ross song, Love Child. I had no name as a kid, running around in hand me downs. shyt was embarrasing as fukk. You know shyt is fukked up when kids are talking shyt but they're right. I had to swallow that shame for years until I could change it. I will never ever fukking forget that part of my life. I appreciate all the fly shyt I'm able to do now.
I'm going to help any kid I see myself in get over the hump. nikkas will hate all day but people don't want to help. Not me, I'm here to help them. Because when you're that low nobody wants to help except people who've been there.
I'm 30, that period in my life was maybe 3-5 years and I can't shake it. I relive those years over and over and over again. I'm a prisoner.
I will never stop being me. I can't be a boring ass nikka. I love to laugh man. I'm not going to let people tell I'm not serious enough because I laugh, smile, pull pranks, and tell jokes. No more Mr. Serious. I don't want to die ya'll. So fukk all this serious shyt.
People put so much pressure on me to be perfect all the time and I'm not perfect so I'm done trying. Call me a fakkit, IDGAF anymore. If it doesn't make me smile i'm not doing anymore. I almost allowed other motherfukkers to take my life away. I allowed them to take my happienss away from me. I can't believe how weak I was being. Never again can allow someone to take my joy away.
I'm going to keep it a stack. People are mad jealous of me. They're fat. They're old. Besides all that shyt. They're just not fulfilled in life. I love my life. I love riding my bike. I love cooking. And I get to do both of those everyday. I do what I love as a career. I also love to sing and I love to laugh. I've laughed so much the past two days. It feels good.
motherfukkers are mad too, it's just funny how angry people get because I'm winning or enjoying my life.
I'm not even stunting on them. Everything I do becomes front page news. Motherfukkers are obsessed with me. I workout in the AM's so I'm up hella early outside my house working out. My fat ass drugged out old ass neighbors stay talking shyt to my other neighbors. It's crazy, the amount of gossip floating around that inbolves me. Breh, I just be working out and making money. I don't fukk with nobody. I mind my own business. LMAO you know nikkas are hating on you when they take the word of a junkie over you. LMAO that's some hater shyt. HAHAHA. Really nikkas? That's insane.
These Asians hate to see a black man winning. They see all the girls I run through and look shocked when they see me with pretty ass girls.
I like pretty ass girls, pretty ass bikes, I like to sing, I like to keep to myself, I like to laugh, and I'm starting to like myself again.
My new motto is: If it isn't fun for me I'm not getting involved. I'm going to keep showing love too. I'm not going to allow these grimey ass Asians and whites to take me out my space again.
I'm the only black man in this part of town. Been that way for 3 years damn near. These asians can't stand it. I pay my rent in cash and early too, they hate to see me throwing stacks around, they see it. They see the Benz, the see the pretty ass girls, they see the big ass Polo boxes and Evian boxes that come every few weeks. They see me working out. They see the gym I built.
Sometimes I forget what's normal to me is next level for a normal person. Everything I do is big and luxurious. My favorite part is they want to talk shyt about what I do but they all have heard of my kitchen and they know it's award winning. So they can't hate on it. LMAO it's a fancy ass kitchen too. So I wouldn't be in that bytch if I wasn't good at what I do. They hate to see a young nikka winning.
I don't act white either. That's the point that bothers them the most. I act like a kid from the ghetto cause that's what I am. I came up with nothing. Not even a family, so yeah, I'm going to live every second like I'm dying tomorrow.
I'm heart broken in these streets. I've lost everything I love. My first child. My first love. The woman I wanted to start a family with. My only real biological family hates me so much he's tried to kill me a handful of times. I lost my best friend. I lost my fukking mind. I lost the will to live. I've lost everything. I bounced back too. So yeah I live life to the fukking fullest because I know nothing good is forever. NOTHING GOOD IS FOREVER.
Nothing good is forever.
Nothing good is forever.
Nothing good is forever.
It hurts a lot. I don't like to think about that shyt. I've taken some L's it takes a real nikka to bounce from back. I want kids and I love every girl I sleep with. I've had everything I ever wanted and I lost it all before the age of 26.
I promise to love myself a lot more. I need to surround myself with my own arms and hold tightly to myself.
To understand me you have lose everything and come from nothing. My life is a Diana Ross song, Love Child. I had no name as a kid, running around in hand me downs. shyt was embarrasing as fukk. You know shyt is fukked up when kids are talking shyt but they're right. I had to swallow that shame for years until I could change it. I will never ever fukking forget that part of my life. I appreciate all the fly shyt I'm able to do now.
I'm going to help any kid I see myself in get over the hump. nikkas will hate all day but people don't want to help. Not me, I'm here to help them. Because when you're that low nobody wants to help except people who've been there.
I'm 30, that period in my life was maybe 3-5 years and I can't shake it. I relive those years over and over and over again. I'm a prisoner.
Aceofspades404
Superstar
How are you doing on this swell day?
•_•
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"How couldn't I have known a dude with a perm who uses heart emoji filters was a homo
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"How couldn't I have known a dude with a perm who uses heart emoji filters was a homo
Breh@moorme keeping doing your thing my nig
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"How couldn't I have known a dude with a perm who uses heart emoji filters was a homo
Yo what? lol