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SeveroDrgnfli

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I've been seeing blood. Literally, I have random day dreams of me bleeding a lot. It's kind of scary. I think I've been astro traveling lately. I swear to God I have dreams about watching myself sleep that aren't dreams. It's like I'm asleep but awake. It used to happen in little spirts, but now the shyt lasts days.

I got hella spiritual over the past two years and I think I tapped into something I'm not ready for. I'm having demonic thoughts and seeing demonic shyt. I don't think it's coming from me because when I get deep into those thoughts I hear myself talking to myself and telling that demonic shyt to bounce. I know it sounds crazy as fukk. I know I sound like I'm just tired and I need to sleep. It's not just that. When I was a kid the same shyt happened. I had such vivid fantasies I couldn't sleep. I used to see and experience frightening shyt. I remember having a "dream" I was covered in millions of bugs and they were eating me alive. I couldn't move or speak. I felt them crawling on and biting me. I felt them crawling in my mouth and suffocating me.

These bloody visions remind me of those dreams. Same exact feeling. Only difference is now I'm not scared and I have control over it. I need to bless my house or something. A lot of shyt went down I can't talk about for legal reasons. I think that energy invited some foul shyt in this foul fukking city into our home. I prayed about this and nothing happened so I know it's not religious. This is simpler than that. My doctors tell me I'm not crazy so it isn't that. It's got to be spiritual. When I meditate and visit my ancestors something very dark in our long house. I've been cutting my meditation short as I get closer to that dark feeling. I need to do some research on how to manage this darkness.

I'm going to take the day off from work to rest and look into this. Today is about good vibes. I'm going to eat something greasy, buy some shyt I shouldn't, and research battling demons. LOL another night with no sleep. I'm going to get miles in this AM. Might as well exercise and get some shyt done this AM. I'll force myself to sleep this afternoon. Shout out to sleep medication.
 

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I created a character named Tenchi, set a room on fire with him in it and deleted the door.


:mjgrin: new? We been best friends ever since that nail design thread. Thought you knew.

Yay! Bestie. :hug:

Now I have to go create a Tenchi, Token and Jisselle roomies situation, where somehow @Tenchi® gets in the pool and all of a sudden the ladders are missing. :queen:
 

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HA, I took my shirt off because I was hella sweaty and I crushed the building. They were teenage girls for sure, but they lost control of themselves. I wasn't interested but it's nice to know I still got it. I decided to make dinner for the house tonight. I got some organic meat from my favorite market. I'm going to make a garlic mayo spread from scratch. I'll be making sauteed butter portabella mushrooms, going to grill beef patties, Toast off some sourdough rolls, and steam melt some havarti cheese.

Very simple but elegant. I originally wanted to make a curried beef patty burger with a mango chutney spread. I'm going to remember that recipe. I've never eaten it. It just came to me while talking to this Indian guy about beef. Him being Indian had nothing to do with it. He was holding a beautiful red onion. The red onion reminded of curry.

I haven't cooked at my house in a long fukking time. I haven't cooked for pleasure in a while. I'm going to enjoy this. I'm using all my favorite shyt. LOL, the grill, my electric oven/toaster/broiler. My beautiful chef's knife. The big ass oven, a cast iron skillet, and a hand blender. I might pass on making mayo because I don't want to clean it up. It's a lot of mess. I'm going to buy some new clothes and let this sleep aid kick in. I'm way too poor to be in Gucci Gang, but I am in the Polo Club.

I'm on my hood rich shyt. Polo down to the socks. I might buy some Jays. LOL if this were HS i'd be the freshest nikka right now. I always wanted to dress like this in HS but I couldn't afford it and when I could my mom would have killed me. I never wore streetwear consistently because everyone did so I'm exploring it as an adult. I really fukk with Polo.
 

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i absolutely hate doing work that's accredited to someone else, idgaf what your title is. at my old job, i ended up making these really strong presentations about the future of software,but of course i'm making them for the VP of the department, they're who gets to give them at industry events and look like they know what the fukk they're talking about when they don't know shyt that isn't passed to them. same thing happened this week, write up some thought leadership about the outlook of my industry, and they accredit my thoughts to our interim CEO who can't put together one piece of in depth analysis on this stuff.

titles are complete bullshyt
 

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I NEED TO BE IN THAT p*ssy!!!

This fool tryna be like Mr. Willie D
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