I doubt they know, but I understand where you’re coming from. I hate depression so much. I was daydreaming yesterday about how it would feel to wake up happy and not be worried. I just want to be happy.
Don’t be embarrassed. There is no cure for depression so it’s about how well you manage it. Some days are better than others.Yep, it's just I feel embarrassed even mentioning it and even worse knowing that there's members on this site that have known me to be saying this for years back on hamster regardless of whatever highs and lows have been going on in my life. It makes me sick to my stomach.