This has been probably the most trying year of my life. I've been tested greatly. Really relying on faith and it's humbling. This has been even more difficult than my college years (in romantic relationships/breakups and learning about things/going through a few religious ideologies and not being comfortable with any & the introduction into spirituality and metaphysics.) I get very stressed if my financial security isn't how it should be. It effects my sleep. My eating (I lose my appetite). I don't eat for days. I get moody and mean. I've had a few unexpected setbacks and I've tolerated a few things because I wanted to be a good person. Sigh. But I'm so grateful for the help that came.